[Hooly One]

This afternoon Nadia broke down in tears in the Diary Room as the pressure of tonight's eviction became too much.

She was clearly flustered and as she sat down and adjusted her top, Big Brother asked how she felt about this evening's eviction.

"Excited...nervous...mixed feelings..." she gabbled. "I think you understand," she laughed nervously.

Talking at breakneck speed she told Big Brother that she'd been keeping herself busy - putting on her makeup and preparing for the evening. She was asked whether she had planned her outfit for the ordeal.

"Oh, of course - oh my god!" she exploded with a cackle. And she tried to be positive about the forthcoming eviction saying that if she departs, it will be a fresh start.

Sitting on her hands, she talked of the fun she's having and described being in the House as a rewarding experience.

But she admitted that if she goes, "I'm gonna miss everything, Big Brother." She was momentarily silent as she stared at the floor.

Fanning her face and clutching her forehead she tried to control her emotions but could not restrain herself. "Why did I do my eyes?" she asked as she broke down in tears.

"I'm just being very silly... childish," she sniffed and mopped her mascara-streaked eyes on the hem of her blue dress.

Looking to the future


Taking a moment to compose herself, she insisted she was fine. She rested her chine on her hand in contemplation and talked of missing her friends if she were evicted.

But she had important reasons for wanting to stay. "What can I say?" she sighed, "I feel... that I've been accepted by people."

Big Brother asked about her plans in the run up to the eviction. Rediscovering her sense of humour she giggled and asked, "What are you trying to say?" adding dryly, "[I'll] restart my make-up."

And she was coquettish on the subject of her eviction night outfit describing it as "just a little black number."

Big Brother asked if she was feeling any better. She made an attempt at convincing herself repeating, "I am... I am" as she rubbed her hands together in agitation.

"I'm excited," she added before sighing and again gazing reflectively at the floor.

Only a few hours to go before Nadia finds out whether she's staying or going...


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