[Red Moon]

Chanelle has even said herself a couple of times that she was too young to remember that and has had the best upbringing and she doesnt even want to use that as an excuse in life.

Maybe but....

Does she choose not to remember it because it hurts too much or because she doesn't really remember it. My theory is that it is the former. She has buried the memory because she doesn't want it to be an excuse. The thing is the memory is still there affecting her life even if she is not aware of it.