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If anybody could give me some advice, it'd be great. I've been invited to a party tonight, it's only a small gathering, about 20 people going. The host used to be one of my best friends, but for roughly 3 years now, he just keeps on doing things that wind me up, annoy me, upset me, frustrate me and make me angry with him. A lot of this, is just my problem with the way he is, which isn't his fault. He doesn't know about most of the issues I have with him, he knows there's a problem, but I don't think he knows just how much I resent him sometimes. Should I still go? He annoyed me the other day by trying to chat up one of my female friends who's just moved to our school, I've known her for a long time, and she'd been going out with a guy for about 8 months, but split up with him a couple of days ago. He just annoyed me by trying to chat her up, when she was still really upset, but what was more annoying to me was that I'd told her about him before, and how much he irritated me at times, and yet she wasn't pushing him away either. Do you see what I mean, when I say a lot of what he does to annoy me isn't actually his fault, it's a problem I have? Anyhow, is it hypocritical for me to go to his tonight? Most of my friends are going (that's another one, he didn't invite one of our group, which was a bit bitchy.) and I'm feeling a bit put out by the whole thing.