[Ammi]

…it was very self sabotaging…but what was interesting was how he was struggling when he spoke about his partner and how he hoped that he hadn’t said/done anything that would make him feel less proud of him or let himself down in any way…?…I do think that it was nicotine/addiction deprivation that was talking and not Dean…addiction can be like the devil, can’t it…telling you that you can’t live without it….