[Zizu]

I have fought against anxieties , mood swings and depression for decades ..


Currently in a very low place sadly .. can’t get motivated to do or enjoy anything. My wife dragged me out shopping this morning for a couple of hours but I only went as we also needed decorating and DIY stuff.

I have stopped playing music around the house , avoiding any interaction with others and my bed keeps beckoning me .


There’s a lot going over the next couple of weeks and I find all the uncertainties extremely unsettling .. that plus the thing known as the January Blues appears to have scuppered me bigtime for the time being.

I’ve come to the sad conclusion that this forum probably isn’t the best place for me at this time - I have been having far too many petty squabbles so I am taking an extended break