[Captain.Remy]

Message original : Robin-Van-Perfect

Yes each year we have no claims it gets better.

But yes my dads paying some petrol my insurance they said they will play 3 months now which is lucky..

Right so we have to endure a few more years then.
I do understand you, it's quite annoying for us, young drivers, to pay that much.
And the petrol price is such a shame. Well it can't be worse than last summer.

[Fom]

My life is bad because it isn't summer yet and I have to spend these lovely hot days, dressed in black, in a black studio... running about! It is torture.

[Princess]

My uncle died nearly 3 weeks ago,he was 39,got into debt,had a complete mental breakdown and he killed himself. He left a heartbroekn family behind including 3 kids. My family is griefing-my poor Granny is worried the rest of her kids are suicidal,she had to look after my Grandad who has no short-term memory so doesn't even know his son is gone. My great uncle is very ill and his wife can't cope. My dad is beyond exhausted. I'm attempting to get by.
My mum has gone completely mad-very irrational,snappy,nopt herself at all. She has a hole in her retina and if doesn't rest she could go blind. She isn't resting whatsoever. The doctor says she may have to be admitted to a pysch hospital-my uncle killed himself in a pysch hospital. I miss my mum and I'm so worried that she isn't going to get better if she doesn't understand she needs help.
On top of all that I'm working in a hospital every day with patients who old and confused and make you want to scream bloody murder. I'm exhausted. I have 2 assignments due soon which I havn't even thought of starting. I have exams soon,havn't started studying. And I feel like if I don't keep going and not think I will just collaspe and break down in tears any second

and breathe.......

[bronaaaa]

Aww Princess

[GhettoSuperstar]

Originally posted by Princess
My uncle died nearly 3 weeks ago,he was 39,got into debt,had a complete mental breakdown and he killed himself. He left a heartbroekn family behind including 3 kids. My family is griefing-my poor Granny is worried the rest of her kids are suicidal,she had to look after my Grandad who has short-term memory so doesn't even know his son is gone. My great uncle is very ill and his wife can't cope. My dad is beyond exhausted. I'm attempting to get by.
My mum has gone completely mad-very irrational,snappy,nopt herself at all. She has a hole in her retina and if doesn't rest she could go blind. She isn't resting whatsoever. The doctor says she may have to be admitted to a pysch hospital-my uncle killed himself in a pysch hospital. I miss my mum and I'm so worried that she isn't going to get better if she doesn't understand she needs help.
On top of all that I'm working in a hospital every day with patients who old and confused and make you want to scream bl***y murder. I'm exhausted. I have 2 assignments due soon which I havn't even thought of starting. I have exams soon,havn't started studying. And I feel like if I don't keep going and not think I will just collaspe and break down in tears any second

and breathe.......

Oh my god
I'm truely sorry to hear that. Makes you realise how lucky we are. My thoughts are with you and your family, hope things become better for you too xox

[Magic]

Originally posted by Princess
My uncle died nearly 3 weeks ago,he was 39,got into debt,had a complete mental breakdown and he killed himself. He left a heartbroekn family behind including 3 kids. My family is griefing-my poor Granny is worried the rest of her kids are suicidal,she had to look after my Grandad who has no short-term memory so doesn't even know his son is gone. My great uncle is very ill and his wife can't cope. My dad is beyond exhausted. I'm attempting to get by.
My mum has gone completely mad-very irrational,snappy,nopt herself at all. She has a hole in her retina and if doesn't rest she could go blind. She isn't resting whatsoever. The doctor says she may have to be admitted to a pysch hospital-my uncle killed himself in a pysch hospital. I miss my mum and I'm so worried that she isn't going to get better if she doesn't understand she needs help.
On top of all that I'm working in a hospital every day with patients who old and confused and make you want to scream bl***y murder. I'm exhausted. I have 2 assignments due soon which I havn't even thought of starting. I have exams soon,havn't started studying. And I feel like if I don't keep going and not think I will just collaspe and break down in tears any second

and breathe.......

Aww Laura hang on in there, your an amazing person and you will get what you deserve in those assignments, trust.

[SiaSiaSia]

I love how people care about GCSEs

[Captain.Remy]

Message original : Princess
My uncle died nearly 3 weeks ago,he was 39,got into debt,had a complete mental breakdown and he killed himself. He left a heartbroekn family behind including 3 kids. My family is griefing-my poor Granny is worried the rest of her kids are suicidal,she had to look after my Grandad who has no short-term memory so doesn't even know his son is gone. My great uncle is very ill and his wife can't cope. My dad is beyond exhausted. I'm attempting to get by.
My mum has gone completely mad-very irrational,snappy,nopt herself at all. She has a hole in her retina and if doesn't rest she could go blind. She isn't resting whatsoever. The doctor says she may have to be admitted to a pysch hospital-my uncle killed himself in a pysch hospital. I miss my mum and I'm so worried that she isn't going to get better if she doesn't understand she needs help.
On top of all that I'm working in a hospital every day with patients who old and confused and make you want to scream bl***y murder. I'm exhausted. I have 2 assignments due soon which I havn't even thought of starting. I have exams soon,havn't started studying. And I feel like if I don't keep going and not think I will just collaspe and break down in tears any second

and breathe.......

That's insane and truly sad girl. I really think this is unfair because such a sweet girl like you doesn't deserve all of this.
Do you know what ? It may not be your lucky moment but one day it will all get better. Bad things happen now but it never last.
But still, I'm so so so sorry to hear that and it shows how undeserving this world is.

[Princess]

Thanks sooo much guys Life is so so so sucky atm,it can't get much worse...only way is up!

[Captain.Remy]

Message original : Princess
Thanks sooo much guys Life is so so so sucky atm,it can't get much worse...only way is up!

Exactly. Like I previously said, it's not the best moment right now but it's always getting better and better. Everyone has to get through a tough time once in their life.

[pinkmichk]

for those who need it puts my issues into real perspective

[NettoSuperstar!]

Welcome to life hahahhahahaha

[Z]

We got told today at 4.30 that designing the layouts for our Yearbook in Photoshop was "wrong" by the IT people and we should do it in InDesign, which none of us have used. Apparently there is a woman in school who uses it all the time, she comes in on Tuesdays and Thursdays - we went to go find her but she was (naturally) away to leave, but she said she'd help us on Tuesday. We need to ideally send the whole thing off on Monday. So, I'm now downloading a free trial of InDesign tonight to try and create layouts for the pages...

Essentially, we have to start all over again. Waaaaah.

[Christina]

I'm a lazy cow who gets distracted so easily it isn't even funny. I have GCSE's in less than 2 weeks and i havent even started revising because i end up falling asleep when i get home. I have like 3 art books that i need to fill up because i need to get a B in art which i know i won't get so that means i'm going to have to grovel to get my place in photography at college. I'm also certain that i'm going to fail maths, science and french! AND i really really really do not want to leave school because i'm going to miss my friends soo much and i'm going to a college where no one is at

[Princess]

My grandad has now died,his funeral is on my dad's birthday. I'm not allowed to see my mum and when I spoke to her on the phone earlier her speech was so slurred I couldn't understand a word she said except 'I love you',oh and she's not allowed out for her birthday. On top of everything I already wrote.....

[MrGaryy]

Dear Lord Laura, times are rough eh? I hope things turn out okay.

[Princess]

Originally posted by MrGaryy
Dear Lord Laura, times are rough eh? I hope things turn out okay.

Seems everything is all happening at once! Yesterday I said 'It can't get any worse unless someone else dies!' and then my Grandad.... It's so hard,just need to get by really. Be strong for everyone and all that.

edit:Thank you

[Sarah.]

i paid £150 for a wwe ticket, i travelled 150 miles, spent £130 on hotels, just so i could see chris jericho. turns out he wasn't on the show i was going to see. i wasted all that money and i didn't get to see him or meet him. to make things worse, this idiot sat next to me in the bar [i know him online and i hate him/he hates me], he started talking really loud, bragging about how he's best friends with chris and that he met him the day before and how he text him the other day, when he could see i'd been crying. i was so close to throwing a glass at him or something but i didn't wanna ruin his other eye.
so £300 wasted, that idiot annoyed the hell outta me, and i didn't have a good time. now i'm left with no money and i feel depressed.

[Z]

Originally posted by Princess
My grandad has now died,his funeral is on my dad's birthday. I'm not allowed to see my mum and when I spoke to her on the phone earlier her speech was so slurred I couldn't understand a word she said except 'I love you',oh and she's not allowed out for her birthday. On top of everything I already wrote.....

Oh Laura, I wish I could give you a hug right now . I demand you listen to Shine on repeat for 30 minutes, I always feel positive when I hear that song.



My parents hate me right now, my Dad accepted my apology and then fought with my Mum over me, now they're ignoring each other, my Mum's ignoring me and my Dad's ignoring me again because I effectively caused him to fall out with my Mum, even though I said "don't get into a fight with her" because I knew he would blame me, but he did and he does. I really just want to cry and get away from them, but I don't really have anywhere else I can go, I don't like sharing my problems with my friends, I find it so much easier to just keep things to myself - part of the argument I had with them yesterday was that they think I'm selfish because I don't tell them anything about my life; it's not because I'm selfish, I just hate speaking about myself, I have a whole heap of insecurities that they're not even aware of because I've never ever spoken to them about my problems, ever. The whole argument started yesterday because, ironically, I told my Mum about a minor problem I was having. Does that not justify me not telling them anything ever, if this is the kind of thing that happens when I do? I don't want to sound like one of those people who's like "I have trust issues, somebody give me attention" but I think I do have trust issues, and I really don't like people giving me attention, it makes me feel awkward and I just become really introverted as a result - then I let something slip out and suddenly I feel justified in being so quiet. I'm otherwise totally fine in social settings, I just tend to accumulate problems, keep them to myself and occasionally crack, and then people hate on me and the whole thing starts again. Somebody once suggested to me that I go see someone professionally, thinking that it would be a massive help to me - I can't think of anything worse than sitting face to face with someone I don't even know, telling them all my problems and my biggest fears and waltzing out of there feeling just super duper. Am I selfish for not telling my parents anything about my life; my problems? I really don't think so, but they keep telling me that, and they keep telling me I "live in my own dream world." It'd be nice to live in my own dream world where nothing could affect me, but seriously, I don't live in a dream world, I live in a world where half the time I feel really happy and I'm always laughing, I come home and feel depressed because I'm constantly being told that I'm doing something wrong or I'm useless or that I live in a dream world. I have to make a Uni decision shortly; my Mum's not so subtle tactic has been to put me down ("you can't look after yourself at all,") and to talk up living at home ("you can move out at your own leisure.") It's having the opposite effect on me, it's made me more determined to leave home, I think I'd be happier away from here.

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[cry myself to sleep]

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