[Benjamin]

Originally Posted by Jords

Appearance:
- Fatness ~ makes me feel disgusting some days and makes me feel judged all the time, am dieting + exercising a bit to change this
- Stretch Marks ~ from losing weight, gaining it back, losing again etc. Theyll fade I hope
- My voice ~ I wish it was deeper it would probably make me more comfortable talking aloud
- Quite a few other things tbh, but them the main 3

Personality:
- Be more confident in social situations and in public speaking, I hold back a lot in case I offend, say something stupid etc.
- Bit like Lewis, get more of a backbone and be myself and dont feel the need to always be nice, some people deserve a bitching at or punch
- Hide my feelings more, I used to be expert at this but since last year I cant help showing if Im pissed or sad anymore and Im worried this puts people off talking to me now


Im really hating on myself over things tonight so Imma list everything I hate to see what I need to work on. Im generally a happy person but people at school can be such ****ers.

Dude all of those things you have listed are things that will change over the next few years. I used to be pretty much like that when I was younger, but as time goes on you find that you become more determined and confident with things. Your body will also change. You have pretty much described the feeling of most guys your age.