[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Zee

I'm annoyed at my lack of motivation. Need to email my adviser some dissertation work and I've lazily just pasted work in and can't even be bothered reading over it or adding to it and just want to send him stuff I wrote ages ago...

..I don't want to nag but I think maybe you'll be happier with yourself if you read over it and you're happy with everything..?...thinking, oh, I wished I had....etc ..is a bit of a rubbish feeling but then it's out of your control to do anything about it....

[Z]

Originally Posted by Ammi

..I don't want to nag but I think maybe you'll be happier with yourself if you read over it and you're happy with everything..?...thinking, oh, I wished I had....etc ..is a bit of a rubbish feeling but then it's out of your control to do anything about it....

I sent him stuff about an hour and a half ago... I edited some of the stuff I'd written and wrote up some new stuff, it's for my dissertation, I've recycled info I used for another essay and I'm not even sure if it's okay for me to do that but it's just so he can see my progress and point out where I'm going right/wrong with things... I have so much work to do, being ill over the holidays was the worst possible timing :/

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

oh god can I please stop hearing i've felt something with you that i've never felt before in films.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

that I have to go to manchester next friday instead of spending the day off in bed.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

when the security guard for your local sainsburys casually follows you everytime. **** off you're making me uncomfortable. If you feel you have seen me enough times that you or i should say hello, then ****ing say it don't just follow me whilst a real thief is on the otherside.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

death looks good. I'd rather die then continue this dissertation.

just **** it man what's the point. ain't nobody getting their dream jobs based on degrees nyhow

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

my head is just not in it. it's complete torture.

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Ithinkiloveyoutoo

my head is just not in it. it's complete torture.

..if you break it down though Ceecee, there won't be anything in it that you don't know or can't do, it's just the thought of these things and knowing how to start it but maybe try not to think of the whole thing because that seems too huge and scary, so just break it all down into little bits that you feel comfortable with and then do each one of them at a time...you can do it, I know you can do it and you know that as well...and try to remember the reasons why you wanted to do it why it was important to you ..

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

don't think I can actually watch 12 years a slave. 30 mins in nothing but disgust and pain at how slaves were treated then. fine, it's all very well filmed and story well written etc, but is it necessary to bring out a film about slavery every 2 years. it's ****ing painful!! **** sake. it's not a bloody game. why not bring out a film every 2 years about something that was painful for another race. grrr so painful