It's perfectly normal, you're worried about bad news and maybe you have anxiety about waiting rooms anyway which is really common - I'm usually fine with going to the doctor but I remember a few years ago I found a lump somewhere sensitive and went to the doctor about it and I felt like I was going to be sick before I went in for worrying about what it might be and the embarrassment of getting naked in front of a doctor etc - but they're there to check it out and are really neutral anyway, a doctor's never going to be emotional so they always calm you down in that sense... good luck and hope it's good news

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