[Parmy]

Originally Posted by TomC

Okay, I know TIBB isn't really the place for serious topics but I must offload!!

Basically I was pretty sure I was never gonna speak to this guy again. But a few days ago I added him back on FB whilst drunk and he accepted. This did kinda reignite my interest in a very small way. Then I saw him whilst out last night and he looked pretty good, and he ended up messaging me and in the end we met to 'talk' about what had happened. He said he was sorry and he wanted to be civil. He stayed the night and we kissed quite passionately and we also went into sexual territory but I wasn't really feeling that. He left really quickly in the morning.

Today I've just felt so down (because of others things too) because I am interested again (although not as much as last time - I don't find him as attractive now) and just feel like something could happen but on the flip side I don't wanna degrade myself after how I was treated, AND my friends hate him and won't talk about him AND I just cba going on this emotional rollercoaster again.

Why do I get like this though? Why am I so attached to this one person? Why does a hookup mean so much to me? Honestly, I feel I might need a counsellor.

Just give in and give him what he wants.