[LukeB]

Originally Posted by Jessica.

if i was a rich girl nanananananananana

See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Jake.

Well that's what I'm not sure of.. I wished I had gone with my gut and chosen the job instead of the apprenticeship before I started but everything happens for a reason I guess

...hmmm, yeah..I always think that as well but the reason of it could have just been to earn you some money for things you've bought and had so far that you wouldn't have otherwise..like your holidays and experiences at gigs and festivals..?...but if you think that the whole thing is wrong for you, that you want to do something completely different/job as well..then those thoughts are also something that you have to listen to as well because you can change course any time you like and it's sometimes easier when you're younger....

[Glenn.]

I'm going to see Sam Smith on Thursday. That's if he doesn't cancel

[Jake.]

Originally Posted by Ammi

...hmmm, yeah..I always think that as well but the reason of it could have just been to earn you some money for things you've bought and had so far that you wouldn't have otherwise..like your holidays and experiences at gigs and festivals..?...but if you think that the whole thing is wrong for you, that you want to do something completely different/job as well..then those thoughts are also something that you have to listen to as well because you can change course any time you like and it's sometimes easier when you're younger....

Yeah I know, it's not easy all of this thinking .. Still, mum and myself are going to look at a few courses tomorrow evening and we've got an open day at a college on the 15th to attend.. I'd happily carry on with my job for the meantime but the college course just makes me unhappy in myself

[Glenn.]

Come help me spam Josy's wall with penguins. I'm bored

[RichardG]

I had to have a bronchoscopy today

I wouldn't even care if they knocked me out but they just gave me a mild sedative which stopped working halfway through. I woke up choking on all the wires and cameras rammed down my throat and lungs while they were taking a biopsy and it took like 10 seconds before the nurses noticed and gave me more sedative to make me sleep again it was brutal

[Glenn.]

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Jake.

Yeah I know, it's not easy all of this thinking .. Still, mum and myself are going to look at a few courses tomorrow evening and we've got an open day at a college on the 15th to attend.. I'd happily carry on with my job for the meantime but the college course just makes me unhappy in myself

..there really is no need to be so unhappy Jake..the college course has done something, it's told you want you don't want to do so it hasn't been a waste and it maybe by doing it, you're more ready now to make decisions about what you do want to do and which direction you want to go in when you maybe wouldn't have been a few years ago...nothing is wasted but it doesn't mean that it's right for you either, it's brought you here to thinking about your future so that's a good thing...and the other good thing is that you have an amazing mum who you know will support you whatever you decide ..and who you know you can talk to about anything at all that worries you....

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by RichardG

I had to have a bronchoscopy today

I wouldn't even care if they knocked me out but they just gave me a mild sedative which stopped working halfway through. I woke up choking on all the wires and cameras rammed down my throat and lungs while they were taking a biopsy and it took like 10 seconds before the nurses noticed and gave me more sedative to make me sleep again it was brutal

..jeez, Richard.....that's horrid...

[Jake.]

Originally Posted by Ammi

..there really is no need to be so unhappy Jake..the college course has done something, it's told you want you don't want to do so it hasn't been a waste and it maybe by doing it, you're more ready now to make decisions about what you do want to do and which direction you want to go in when you maybe wouldn't have been a few years ago...nothing is wasted but it doesn't mean that it's right for you either, it's brought you here to thinking about your future so that's a good thing...and the other good thing is that you have an amazing mum who you know will support you whatever you decide ..and who you know you can talk to about anything at all that worries you....

Thank you Ammi, you really are a huge help on that note, I hope you sleep well and have a pleasent tomorrow

[Marsh.]

Originally Posted by RichardG

I had to have a bronchoscopy today

I wouldn't even care if they knocked me out but they just gave me a mild sedative which stopped working halfway through. I woke up choking on all the wires and cameras rammed down my throat and lungs while they were taking a biopsy and it took like 10 seconds before the nurses noticed and gave me more sedative to make me sleep again it was brutal

**** a duck!

[RichardG]

It was horrific I don't think I'll ever forget that moment when I woke up.

[Firewire]

That's shocking

[Marsh.]

And I thought it was bad when the painkiller wore off whilst having a filling.

[T*]

Originally Posted by RichardG

I had to have a bronchoscopy today

I wouldn't even care if they knocked me out but they just gave me a mild sedative which stopped working halfway through. I woke up choking on all the wires and cameras rammed down my throat and lungs while they were taking a biopsy and it took like 10 seconds before the nurses noticed and gave me more sedative to make me sleep again it was brutal

omg

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i just finished watching you're next

that blender scene

[T*]

Scott what happen to your wall

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nothing? i set it to private because people who have theirs set as private post on mine and i can't reply and it is annoying af

[T*]

I was going to spam fi gifs on your wall

[Daniel.]

I saw Hons

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fi

[Marsh.]

nger

[Kizzy]

Youtube video

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*reports*

[Ammi]