[Nemo123]

Sex was a guilt ridden thing. It was only allowed within the parameters of marriage, and had to be for the sake of procreation. Masturbating was very frowned upon; biblically it was casting your seed on stoney ground. In my school, we only had a couple of teachers who weren't brothers or priests. I can never forget being coerced to make a confession to a priest. I'd been thought masturbation was wrong, but as a child it was also deeply secret and personal. I felt conflicted. To tell the truth to my confessor or keep it to myself. I kept it to myself, and jettisoned all respect in everything I'd been taught to believe in; Religion could go and fook itself! I gave up on it and never went back. This controlling force by which I held everything sacred could go to hell.