[Conzors]

Hey!

I've been dating this guy for about a month now and i'm not sure what to do.

I love his personality, its a bit too much at times and ott and can be a bit annoying but overall its fine.

He is just an average guy appearance wise, which also, i dont mind.

But over this month i just dont know how i feel about him and im scared ive been leading him on we have slept in a bed together and done stuff (not the whole thing) and its not really great haha but that doesnt bother me too much.

He's spent alot of money coming to see me (i have offered to go there but hes always insistant on coming here so i let him) he also gave me £40 when i lost my wallet and took me to see wicked etc.

He payed for a hotel room and that for me and the trains were ****ed so i couldnt go anyways but i just feel this is all a bit toooo much for someone whos been seeing eaach other since middle of january? and i told him we need to calm down and he needs to consult me before he books anything (as much as i loved the idea of a hotel and wicked etc he just needs to ask me first)

Ive just said to him that i do like him but we just need to chill a bit - but i dont really think i want to be with him anymore and i guess ive just thought that as time went on id like him more but i havent.

he is a really nice guy and i think i will miss him not being a part of my life but im scared that hes gonna be really upset if i tell him.

i have been distant from him lately and hes kept talking and i just dont know what to do

i do like him but i dont know aarrrhghghghghghg.

someone please help haha.

cheers.
xxxxx

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UPDATE 22/2/14

I know im making this sound really all about me and stuff but i went all the way to his to have 'the talk' and end it there and then and we did have a little argument about our expectations and our feelings of each other! But he was just pissing me off from the moment i saw him. Talking allll the time about stuff i've heard already and we talk everyday so when we see each other theres nothing to talk about (ive mentioned this to him)

AND THEN
just before i was about to say, i just dont think this is working out, HE PULLS OUT THIS VALENTINES CARD THAT SAYS.... 'WE MAKE A LOVELY PEAR, WITH TWO PEARS ON IT HOLDING HANDS' and then inside had a little message with TWO TICKETS TO THE HARRY POTTER STUDIO WORLD TOUR THING.

I love harry potter, and have already been to it but was saying to mum how i would LOVE to go again and he just bought them for me!

How on earth could i reject them and dump them, as they are non-returnable and he musta spent alot of money on them!

I would of felt so bad dumping him, so i didnt.

I still feel the same as i did before and NOW IM IN A BIG PICKLE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO EVEN MORE.

I had my mind sent this morning that i was gonna end it and then look what happened!



I am a tad drunk right now, as we had a few pints at the pub before i left but OMG HELP.



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