[Vanessa]

Originally Posted by smudgie

Beaten as a child.
Sexually abused as a child.
Raped as a teenager.
All this and I have never felt the urge to lie due to any trauma.
She is a bloody fantasist.

[smudgie]

Originally Posted by parmnion

We all love you here smudgie..

I am surrounded by love Parmy.❤️
I would be fibbing if I said my past has had absolutely no impact on my life, but certainly not enough to go on and lie about people and try and get them into serious trouble.
She is a malicious fantasist.

[Aaliyah]

@smudgie I am sorry you had to go through that and you are clearly a wonderful person and have not let any of your traumatic experiences beat you or shape you into anything but a nice woman!

This story is proof that Roxanne is just a calculating and vindictive cow, and nothing to do with her past experiences, which I doubt are even true!

[Ammi]

..Smudgie....if all Roxannes were Smudgies ....

[Elliot]

Originally Posted by smudgie

Beaten as a child.
Sexually abused as a child.
Raped as a teenager.
All this and I have never felt the urge to lie due to any trauma.
She is a bloody fantasist.

Damn sry for you

[letmein]

Originally Posted by chuff me dizzy

Scary to think what this could have turned into without the cameras being there

THAT’S a really good point.

[hijaxers]

I've just rewatched this , her excuses are totally pathetic and if i were Ryan i'd still have her in court.

[Epic.]

Originally Posted by chuff me dizzy

Scary to think what this could have turned into without the cameras being there

And just as scary to think how worse of an atmosphere she would've created over the weekend had she not heard the chants

[Niamh.]

So sorry to read about you're past experiences Smudgie & poppsy

[Elliot]

Originally Posted by Epic.

And just as scary to think how worse of an atmosphere she would've created over the weekend had she not heard the chants

I’m pretty sure by the time she heard the chants most of the house knew she was lying. Sally nick and hardeep 100% sided with Ryan, dan and friends had bb hint at them

[smudgie]

Originally Posted by Niamh.

So sorry to read about you're past experiences Smudgie & poppsy

It's what makes us stronger Niamh.
Hubby and kids have never been told, I just want to be ordinary to them.

[LeatherTrumpet]

Originally Posted by smudgie

It's what makes us stronger Niamh.
Hubby and kids have never been told, I just want to be ordinary to them.

Well dont think I will be treating you any different Smudgie

I will be coming down on you like a ton of bricks and dragging you for FILTH as normal. Im watching you as always as i do for all recalcitrant members who feature in LT's black book

[Niamh.]

Originally Posted by smudgie

It's what makes us stronger Niamh.
Hubby and kids have never been told, I just want to be ordinary to them.

Oh wow really? Do you think you ever will tell them?

[hijaxers]

Originally Posted by smudgie

It's what makes us stronger Niamh.
Hubby and kids have never been told, I just want to be ordinary to them.

Yes i agree with you there, i was also whacked good and proper by my mother, my brother was a massive bully, i was raped and pregnant and forced into a private adoption , i've had more than one violent partner and just like you Smudgie i'm not a vindictive bitch and also like you i can't stand being shouted at - i shut down.