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There's a 12 year gap between me and my older brother; we get on great but he doesn't really feel like a brother to me, he's married now and is always away on amazing holidays because his wife's parents live abroad so they're always over visiting etc, I never really see him anymore. If your mum does have another kid Lewis, I dunno if it'll be the same as my situation, but you maybe won't "connect" in the way that you do with your brother.