[Romantic Old Bird]

Jbellemeg, absolutely spot on as usual.

I am feeling flat and uninspired, and it is impossible to equate it to the felings we all had and shared last year. It was all consuming, the need to keep on top of what was happening, everything.

I looked further in my heat mag today, (past the welcome shots of P&H,) and there are some of Jade and Spencer at the TV awards (how annoying, given that the powers that be arrogantly banned the BB2 hm last year) and a feature on Jade in her panto outfit. I was totally unmoved by them.

This time last year we would have been buzzing about every snippet.

Misty water colour memories, of the way we were........

(That's my karaoke number sorted then!)