[Bb2012hm]

So, last I heard off BB was last week and nothing since. Police, medical, phscological checks and now nothing. Really thought I was in, heard HM's are now in hiding. Wishing them all the best, wish I had my opportunity to show who I am.

[Marcus.]

well i sorry to hear better luck next time

[Bb2012hm]

There won't be a next time, far too stressful! Not slept for weeks lol

[thesheriff443]

all that time and effort on the bb roller coaster.

[Marcus.]

well you try

[Bb2012hm]

Yeah put so much in, shame they don't let you know it's a no. Had picked my enterance dress and everything

[michael21]

Originally Posted by Bb2012hm

So, last I heard off BB was last week and nothing since. Police, medical, phscological checks and now nothing. Really thought I was in, heard HM's are now in hiding. Wishing them all the best, wish I had my opportunity to show who I am.

did you pass the phscological checks

[Marcus.]

oh shoot

[Bb2012hm]

Well I wasn't told I didn't and I know I'm not mental and have nothing on my medical record. Just guess I didn't fit into the mix

[thesheriff443]

that same old line you could be called even after the show starts

[Bb2012hm]

And I know I was on the short list too

[Bb2012hm]

I am not sure if they just tell you that to stop you blabbing

[thesheriff443]

of course they do

[michael21]

what would you of brought to the house?????????????

[Bb2012hm]

I wonder where they're in hiding and also if those people were housemates in the paper the other day. It's the strangest feeling being involved in the whole process to this stage, cloak and dagger all the way

[Bb2012hm]

I really want to tell you but it will give my identity away, still clinging to that thread of hope I may get called up. As I understand there was only 30-40 of us being considered

[Marsh.]

Originally Posted by michael21

did you pass the phscological checks

[thesheriff443]

when you get that far and on opening night you think god it could have been me and then its even harder to get on with things.

[Bb2012hm]

Have you been there too sheriff?

[thesheriff443]

yes many times but thats all i will say

[michael21]

Originally Posted by 08marsh

[Bb2012hm]

I've been preparing myself as its looked more and more likely and looks like I've fallen at the last hurdle

[Bb2012hm]

Oh ok, so you know what I'm going through then

[thesheriff443]

its massive ups and downs and spending money on new clothes

[Marsh.]