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I still have the tape I shot my audition tape.

Hopefully will be in a unique situation to be able to convert it to a movie file of some discription and post it some where so you can see how hopeless mine was

I think my application may have been rejected because I mentioned onTBB that I had applied.

So it seems that even mentioning you had sent the form in was enough to put the kybosh on it. As I had to post my application through works post, my fate must have been sealed.

The only reason I put an application was that I got trapped into a situation where I could not comment on Big Brother unless I was prepared to do Big Brother and put in a application.

I understand the guy that put me in that double bind never put an application himself

This leaves me hoping for 2 things
1) I can avoid that pit trap so I DO NOT have to apply again (I never really wanted to in the first place - And I can hear your "Yeah Really"' from here )

2) Even more likely to get me lynched, I hope BB3 is a flop so more vulnarable wannabees are not exploited.

I Repeat I am not bitter and not being selected, it is a relief to stay out, especially as they have gone mean.

(My video started with a shot of Grey's Monument in Newcastle)