[Jamie89]

Originally Posted by TwentyOneThrones

Honestly don't take your friendships for granted because you never know when they've had enough of you.

I made a big mistake by starting an argument over something so petty with my closest friend circle and that landed me being outcasted from the group. One of these people was someone I deemed to be my internet Bestfriend, so much that I even met him in Cardiff in the summer of last year.

It's not even the first time I've done it. I would always get so heated over something and take it out on them lot and I should know so much better after the constant apologies, but here I am, feeling lost, all because of doing the exact same thing I've done over and over again.

I honestly do value my friendships with these people but I never show it, and it seems like I've taken all these people have done for me and just thrown it in their faces.

I want to be able to prove to them I will change my act up but it feels like it's too little too late. These last couple of weeks have certainly been a wake up call for me...

If they're real friends they won't 'have enough of you'. And if a group of friends shut you out because of an argument with one of them, I don't know it just seems really petty tbh, and again not something that should really happen if they're real friends. If they are then hopefully you'll all sort it out, and if they're not then you'll move on from them and put them behind you. You shouldn't really have to prove yourself to people, you say you value your friendship with them but do they value their friendship with you? Real friends will take you as they find you, but not all relationships work out and they can't be forced and sometimes you just have to move on from them. I don't really know what's happened though, maybe just talk to them and explain how you feel and take it from there.