[Retroman]

You wouldn't fit in very well around gamefaqs.com...
They practically shoot trolls on sight over there, and even if they don't, the members soon will.

As for controversial, you can be in the sense that some people will feel sorry for you and stick up for you because they think they're doing the right thing, whereas others don't take any notice and think you're taking advantage of the forum for attention purposes.

However, even the nicest of people won't put up with constant topics of complaint emphasising how miserable you are...
I hate to say it, but they'll all get tired of it eventually and be sick of repeating the same nice and attentive words to make you feel wanted.

In short, every topic you enter is drawing attention to yourself. You're even asking if people love you right now.