[Malza]

[Benjamin]

Honstly your father wouldn't want you to cut yourself off from the world or to stop having fun. In any position like this it's tough, and guilt always kicks in, but it doesn't make you a bad person.

Hope everything goes ok for your dad and hope you are ok?

[Malza]

To be honest, no it doesn't look good for my father
And actually I am glad he doesn't notice what's going on, because he never wanted to end up in a hospital like that.

I am ok, trying to keep my mind distracted. It's just hard every time we visit him in hospital. Last time my mum started to cry, and I had to stay strong for her, even if it was eating my heart out in that moment.