[Gstar]

Her husband, Jay-Z, first mentioned the miscarriage she suffered in the past in his 2012 song "Glory," but up until now Beyoncé has never opened up about that moment. In her upcoming HBO documentary, "Life Is But a Dream," Beyoncé talks about losing her first pregnancy and how she dealt with the pain.

"About two years ago, I was pregnant for the first time. And I heard the heartbeat, which was the most beautiful music I ever heard in my life," she said. "I picked out names. I envisioned what my child would look like ... I was feeling very maternal."

Unfortunately, a trip to the doctor for a checkup revealed that the baby's heart had stopped beating. So she retreated into her music to help her cope with the tragic loss.

"I went into the studio and wrote the saddest song I've ever written in my life," she says. "And it was actually the first song I wrote for my album. And it was the best form of therapy for me, because it was the saddest thing I've ever been through."

She later became pregnant again and gave birth to daughter Blue Ivy in January 2012.

Beyoncé is expected to reveal more personal details of her life in the documentary, which airs Feb. 16 on HBO.

[Me. I Am Salman]

A new song called 'Runway' has appeared on ASCAP



(Terius Nash is The Dream)

Phresh Off The Runway obviously inspired her

[Me. I Am Salman]

apparently from Vogue





I don't want a bloody blend of IASF and 4 :|

[Me. I Am Salman]

Like the sound of who she's working with, though

[Me. I Am Salman]

Also she's been rumoured to do a surprise performance at the Grammys probably not true

[Me. I Am Salman]

does anyone even care

[Saph]

so Runway is the lead single? hmmm okay hope it leaks soon.

[Me. I Am Salman]

People are speculating that she hates B'Day and doesn't want to be associated with it anymore

That better not be true her best album by far. IASF is full of substandard songs and fillers, DIL whilst having 5-6 amazing songs had a few forgettable ones and 4 lacked something. B'Day was just hit after hit (except for Resentment)

[Saph]

why doesnt she want to be associated with it? :s

[Saph]

-wants to make the Beyonce - Runway thread-

[Me. I Am Salman]

idk but those stans on ATRL know more than we ever will

[Saph]

oh god there is some crazy people on there

[Saph]

we should join tbh

[Me. I Am Salman]

it doesn't let people join atm for some reason ;/

[Saph]

because they know we want to and they're not ready for us tbh

[Me. I Am Salman]

true. true.

[Me. I Am Salman]

I keep reading everywhere that this album's going to be quite sexual.. hope we get something like Naughty Girl her best song by far

[Smithy]

They've already ****ed up this era so badly, she could have premiered the song at the Super Bowl or the Grammys but she didn't, she could have premiered it in her tour or Pepsi commercial, she hasn't done a single tv interview, there was such an opportunity for her to have massive sales but they ****ed it up

It's gonna be another messy as **** era like 4

[Shaun]

it's not like she's struggling

[Smithy]

Ik, but its stupid how they've done it, she could have sang on two of the biggest possible platforms and she didn't *shakes fist*

[Shaun]

people get really pissed off when you promo new stuff at the Superbowl, I don't think anyone's ever done it really apart from Madonna (and look at how well-received GMAYL was...)

tbh the album's still gonna get #1, and as long as it's good, like 4 was, i'm happy

[Smithy]

GMAYL was terrible though

and I suppose

[Brother Leon]

It's Beyonce.. when she wants to promote her ****, platforms will come to her tbh

[Saph]

I agree with Smithy tbh, shes had so many opportunities to premier even a small clip of a new song or something and she hasn't :/ shes performing at the Brits in 5 days so hopefully she'll sing a new song there..

[Shaun]

she's not performing, I heard