[Ninastar]

I found out the other day. I know i should be upset and all but I just don't think i have really accepted it yet? I have cried but its cause i feel bad for my auntie. Shes like her mum, dad, cat and brother in the past 3 years and now shes gunna loose her husband. Its just not fair! We always knew he wasnt gunna last much longer because he has been ill for years but that was a whole different illness. Its upsetting cause we never expected lung cancer. Does anyone know how bad stage 4 is?
God I feel so bad for my aunt right now! I want to talk to her but i couldnt, I know it sounds mean and horrible but i really wouldnt be able too. I would just make her feel worse.

Anyway I just thought i would say it cause I needed to get all this off my chest.