Four full days of utter depression

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Why can't life be easy and full of laughs.
I used to be a really happy person but i've turned proper miserable lately, and although i enjoy myself now and again i feel soo alone and eurrggghhhh.

I have to say, the only things that are keeping me from topping myself are the people closest to me and alcohol! Oh and maybe tea and crumpets.
I suppose it don't help sitting here listening to James Blunt and Feeders miserable songs.
Your beautifullllllllllll... No your not you ugly ponce, go brush your hair..... love you.
I know I might seem abit female saying all this but, i don't care.