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Helen is convinced that other people are looking down at her and judging her negatively; she's right, they are, but generally after she's kicked off about something in manner that is totally out of proportion. She lives down to their (supposed) expectations.

She's like one of those people who says, "What are you looking at?" when you happen to glance in their direction.

Tonight we had her pissed off at Matthew because he MAY somehow hurt Mark. No proof, just a suspicion that it could happen. Matthew and Mark will probably remain oblivious to this occurance even after Helen decided it has happened.

And, of course, people don't voice their opinions, she says, because they're "pussies"...except when Christopher did, he got it in the neck.

The game of 'spin the bottle' was spoiled by people wanting to look down on them, she said. Paranoia! Ash, aka Mr Intellect, agreed; I'm sure it wasn't just because he's too much of a 'pussy' to stand up to her or because he wants to get it on with her.