[Razmataz]

From 22nd May Till about 6th June I will be away from any internet connection. During these two weeks I will be re-drafting my life, re-editing my opinions and gaining the one thing I need to live forever. There's been a lot of rumours about me in the general world, about me moving to California, this however is not happening. I have aims and I wish to achieve them, with confidence from family and my girlfriend I shall stride through these exams with a little bit more than knowledge. Whilst I'm away I will be spending time with Sarah to get the life I want to live back on track, only time will tell if the improvements show. I don't want feeble attention, I just want to get friendship sorted. I just want to hear the word 'yes' to one question I've got to ask. I just want to see my eyes open a lot more to a world we're only seeing as carnage. 2 weeks might not seems a long time, but a lot can happen in a minute never mind a fortnight. There's been a blackhole in my life these past 5 years, and that's mates who are guys, this blackhole is now clearing up thankfully. I'm taking time out from not just being online, but from leading a life that is less than ordinary. I've got places to go, people to see, wishes to grant. A shooting star can change a persons perceptions and ideas, I saw one of these about 10 minutes before I wrote this, it lit up my world. It's time to spread the light.

I hope you all enjoy the start of big brother..and everything else.

Speak soon hopefully.

EDIT: I wrote this on paper @ about midnight.

[Red Moon]

Good luck with the spring cleaning

See you when you get back.

[Ruth*Star]

Good Luck With Your Life!!!
See You Soon!!!