[Arneldo]

Tonight we come to the end of big brother 7 perhaps one of the most controversial, perhaps one of the most boring series ever. Never would I have imagined I would have had so much and yet so little to do with it all. The irony.

As of Tuesday big brother, parties, shows, spin offs etc will be wrapped and I will be in the south of France on a well deserved break from everything. I know most of you will be watching tonight (those who have all boycotted the show I appreciate your sacrifice) I too will be watching from home!! Laura just rang me and passed the phone round the group. I spoke to billi seany nicky charley and laura who are all excited for tonight. Mine and billis chat was cut short by a massive argument between charley and chanelle in the holding room where charley and chanelle were threatening each other with lawyers. Nothings changed then- looking forward to seeing them tomorrow none the less :s

All I want to say is I am very thankful this chapter of my life is over. I'm rather exhausted and tired of it all. Hopefully come Tuesday, the burden that grated on me and my family all summer will be lifted. I will be free to accept my place at The university of the arts London this September and pursue my acting career that I've never fully been able to left go of. J

Reality TV wasn't for me. There is no other way to describe it - although having been ****ed over so badly I can still look back at it as a learning experience on so many levels. I'm still keeping positive thanks to many of you on here. My future lies in something other than big brother

I aint goin no where!



T a t a for now my darlings

Chat soon yar?

Emily x

I'm looking forward to seeing these two tonight