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.. But I'm sure you guys already knew that that ;]

[rant] But I am so annoyed at the moment =/

Yesterday, in Assembly we were given plain black t-shirts to wear as its activites week, so one person asked the teacher if they had to wear it, and the teacher said "you don't have too, its optional."

So, straight away I said "I'm coming to school in uniform," to my mate. So, we got given the t-shirts... and they went on about how they'd spent like £300 buying all these t-shirts, which by the way, are huge... o__o and they reckon they are "geared to fit all 14 year olds." Yeah... course... Thats why it looks like a dress on most people? o_0 So, I got to school today, and the teacher noticed that about 9 people weren't wearing their t-shirt, so the head of year got really angry and one by one sent us out of assembly infront of the rest of the Year 9 Pupils.

So I was all like ''This is unfair!'' which, it is... because the teacher in yesterday's assembly said it was optional! So I was gathered outside the Drama Studio with about 8 other pupils, then the head of year marched out behind us and yelled at us to go to a room in the Science Block. Then he sat us all down and, whilst yelling, asked us one by one why we weren't wearing the t-shirts, most people said they were too big, and he said it wasn't a good enough excuse, before he then went on to call us all pig headed and foolish and that he we didn't listen properly...


But we did listen properly, because every single one of them said that the teacher from yesterday said it was optional, mind you, the head of year wasn't in that assembly, but still... he could've been informed! Then he went on to say that we don't deserve to go on any school trips, which we have all paid for, I mean this was all over a stupid t-shirt! We weren't doing much today anyway, just drawing and computer work! >=/

So then he said he was sick of the sight of us all and sent us back to assembly, giving us all t-shirts to put on, so we put them on, went to out first lesson... I dropped my mobile on the floor because it fell out of my blazer pocket and the teacher has a go at me, and I didn't even realize I dropped it! x.x

So, we went for break, and this kid from Year 7 called Elliot suddenly ran up to me saying I fancy Jake, who, by the way, isn't real, I randomly made him up for a laugh on MSN xD and my friend Lizzi made up a guy called Rich, so then Elliot says I fancy Rich instead, so I was a bit like o_0?? And then he suddenly grabs me and sits me down in the year 9 corridoor and demands me to stay sitting there, so I pushed him away and I attempted to get to the dining room again but he headed up yanking my arm and throwing me against the wall, he was laughing and all. I think he was doing it in a jokey way, but he was acting dead weird and aggressive and all, then he ended up ragging and ruffling my hair before trying to throw me into the boys toilets [wth?xD]

And then when I asked him what the hell he was doing, he slammed the door shut on my face and ran off, dunno why... So then after break I headed back to my lesson, and this guy called Aiden comes along and because I'd moved forms, he was asking why, he asked me about 15 times, leant across the table, giving me evils and everything. So I kept telling him it was none of his business, and then he changed subject and started asking why my step dad had quit football, because my step dad is the manager of Aiden's football team, but I didn't know why my step dad had quit so I said I didn't know. So Aiden goes out to say that my step dad is a lazy b*stard and then I called Aiden a b*stard in return and told him to go away.

Then he turned on me, he called me a *********, then he called me a fat b*tch [which was a pretty stupid thing to say because theres not much too me, I'm a twig haha], then he called me a maggot, then to top it all off he called me a slag. x_x And he also had some really horrible jibes at me about how my step dad isn't my real dad and all... I mean, he's not even really my step dad, as he's not married to my mum.. so that made it worse... that probably upset me the most because I haven't seen my real dad in about... 5 years?

Then, last lesson I was on the computer and a girl next to me who was applying yet more make up [she looked orange... no.. wait, she was orange] suddenly asked me if I wear blusher, which was clearly a no because I'm basically white and clearly looked white, as I do everyday [lol], so I said ''no'' and she said ''you should do..''

Then I got home only to find that my pet cockatiel, that I've had for about 9 years might have suffered a stroke, as he was shuffling about on the bottom of his cage, all shakey and he wasn't chirping or anything, I mean... to some its just a bird, but he's so friendly, he'd sit on your shoulder and nibble your ear and when you tried to put him back in his cage he'd climb up onto your head and just sit there xD but I had to have my cat put down recently, she was about... 19 years old? =[ so i'd hate to have my cockatiel put down... he can't seem to use the right side of his body and loses his balance when he's on his perch, so I hope he's ok and all >.>

Today hasn't been a good day for me. And well, yeah... I needed to vent my anger somewhere, didn't I? The thing is with me I tend to take things to heart, and it really irritates me, and my mum says ''ignore him!'' but everyone says that, don't they? But I did honestly try my best to ignore me... but when he's repeating the same things over and over and over again, it just makes you want to stand up and smack him one right across that horrible, smug face of his... and I was so close to smacking one, seriously. xD My step dad then got really angry when I told him... in-fact, he was livid xD and he said he'd punc Aiden if he carried on, because he's always at it... and the thing is, I seem to be his main target?! Its always the girls he's having digs at... never the boys... just goes to show how disgusting and what a low life he really is... [/rant]

Rant over. ;]

I was debating whether or not I should make this thread, but i guess its alright, because nobody's gonna read it all or reply xD and just for the record, i'm not emo [because i got called that as well today, meh..] ... just annoyed... very annoyed.