[supernoodles!]

Well as some of you know Im at college and I work part time although Ive been off work for about a month now becuase i wanted to settle into my new college course without work getting in the way and also I`ve been on holiday for two weeks.
So anyway Im due to goback tomorrow but I thought that I`d have found something else by now but i guess i just havent tried hard enough =[.So anyway Im faced with the dilemma do I go back or not.
The days that Im ment to work are (nightshift) 10pm-8am on monday night which is SO freaking sucky becuase im at collegew at monday during the day id have to run home,sleep and then go to work!(this is on the hotels reception) and then my second shift is on sunday and they said all they can offer me is a housekeeping shift which i really do not want to do because ive done it before and its awful.Theres this nasty old bitch for a boss,they give you WAY to much to do plus its **** pay.Ive tried it before and they`ve had me in tears with how they speak to me
I dont ever post stuff like this on tibb but I really dont know what to do,ive spoke to my friends and there just like do what you want so there not very helpul and my mam,well she said she doesn`t want me to go back becuase she knows how much it upsets me and how it will mess with college and how i physically collapse on the couch as soon as i get home.But at the same time she does want me to have a job and so do ,she hasn`t actually said 'don`t go'.The main reason I feel like I can`t quit is becuase I owe my bf some money and i don`t wanna be like oh I quit my job and him think bad of me becuase the payback will be delayed until i find other work.If I thought id find something else within the next 2,3 weeks then i`d leave but i really cant afford to and dont want to,be without work for a long period of time.
argh i dont know what to do,so i just wondered what some of you would do if you were in my position.Thanks.