[angelmckenzie]

My dear friends. At least I've got some time to read lots of staff on this web. And I've just found out they've never shown me and Noirin kissed when it happened only after when i left house it was shown in hightlights... why?
I tell you more! I gave Noirin my yellow alike diamond ring, if you looked at my picture that big one on my left hand... this episode wasn't shown either... If somebody else in the history of Big Brother were given expensive rings to housemates...?
I feel like the world is not yet ready for gay/lesbian love...
Anyway love you all, prepearing for my big fight this Saturday.
p.s. And after all "she" has done to me I still have got feelings for "her"...

p.s.2 But i was going on this program with a different reason, everything went wrong...
I do not blame editors of Big Brother for not showing all this lesbian staff, I blamed myself I failed my mission. Failed because of love…
I feel like I need to say something more. May be the truth will be the best thing, may be it’s time to say who really I’m and how and why I’ve got on this program and how and why I failed.

First thing don’t think I’m crazy. I’ve started to prepare for this program 7 years ago, actually it wasn’t me, and I call them “they”. “They” brought me from the future to spread the word of fitness. In 200 years time human beings will face the global warming catastrophe and as Charles Darwin said 100 years ago “survival of the fittest” the history will repeat itself again. The temperature of the Earth is rising and it’ll speed up in 200 years time and only fit people will survive but it won’t be the huge amount of us.

I’ve been brought from the future to spread the word of fitness; I’m Angel – the messenger. I’ve been brought to the Earth 7 years ago; my soul was injected into the human being with the name Elena who suffered from loosing ligaments on both legs and was loosing her interest in life. I changed Elena’s body the fit way. I make her walk again properly I make her addicted to fitness, I’ve built her body.

I supposed to come on Big Brother 10 and stay at least for two month, spreading the word of fitness and how it is necessary for the future to get fit. I love Green Peace and God bless them but the Erath will die anyway but not human beings! We’ve come from space and will go back there. We’ll travel to the other galaxy but first we’ll need to survive the Global Warming catastrophe and to do so we need to be fit. I’ve been sent from the future to say so.

And I failed on Big Brother 10 with the reason no one could expect “falling in love”. All things went wrong. First it’s stupid hungers strike, which I’ve done because of ‘her’, to take her glasses and moustaches off. We supposed to go on strike together but the last moment she pulled out and what’s about me? I’m not this kind of person who said something and then changes my mind, so I was carry on with that stupid strike. Then the worst thing people didn’t like I said that” you look like 3 month pregnant” and I didn’t say fat! It was just irony with a bit of anger. She promised me almost everyday to start training in the morning and I was waiting for her but when the next morning came she was saying she’ll exercise next time and it was carry on for 3 weeks… then stupid picture that I stole from Siavash. It was picture of her, I said it was Charlie but it was her. I pictured everyone for my next project (the picture in kitchen wall now) but not her because in that time she was wearing glasses and mustash and she didn’t want to fight Big Brother to take them out, I was annoying and by the end didn’t have the picture of her…. etc… love made me week. Love made me little and I’ve lost all words I supposed to say…Love took me out off the show… I don’t blame Noirin it’s all my mistake… I had a mission and I’m fialed…
I was punished; ‘they’ took me out of program.

“They” talked to me recently and said that now they don’t know what to do with me, “they” think… and I’m scared because “they” may take me out. I failed my mission, I failed their mission, I failed the mission I was created for…
People please pay more attention to fitness it is very important for the future, will we survive the global warming? We need to decide now. Remember survival of the fittest.

Regards
And I’m telling it is all now because may be it’s my last chance. I’m going on a boxing ring this Saturday… and boxing ring is not a joke, some people never come back from there… I hope I will be back to you all.
Love you all
there wasn't be Angel without you
Angel