Oh... my god I just saw that John Brown beat Andy Jenkins? Ughhh that sucks </3

Having that said, I watched John play his first match against Stephen and he was even playing better at most points in the game so idk why his odds are so bad, he's actually an okay player.

I did win my bet tho but I had a really bad feeling about it before looking

I just had this weird dream where Ritchie was playing Chase RICE and Chase was like 4-2 up and I'd bet on Ritchie Sooo random

Yeah it's a little similar but without the coke flavour I guess lol. So like more... creamy/sweet or something. Vanilla coke is GOOD though, I probably even prefer it We've also got coke 'energy' drink and that's like my fave. I can't really even explain how the taste differs, but it does and it's nicer.

Do you not have squash? Or is it called something different there? Like these ones:

Omg noooo Got to be a glass, idk why but I don't really like using bottles that much, it feels colder/fresher out of a glass to me

Lmaoo your routine is so much better though, naps just make you feel ****ty and the whole day is messy. Yeah go get some sleep, hopefully you'll feel a lil better about it tomorrow

Noooo that sucks so bad </3 The thing is with these games is that it's always so easy to look back and think about what you should've done and how it could've gone differently, but in the moment it's all about what you feel and you just go with it. Like as you said, it could've gone even worse after that -$400 but continuing to play was the right decision there and at least you made up half of it Deffo tough knowing what to do & how to play it all the time though

Yep it makes sense that you're more pissed @ those losses than poker though because it's more random/luck based and also you've made more from poker over time. Probs a good idea to have a break for a bit though to feel refreshed. And even though any loss is ****ty regardless, it would've felt awful losing $400... so you minimized it a good amount there.

Ahh gotcha. Yeah it might be on somewhere on the sky tv channels but I doubt people even watch it that much on a regular basis

I still can't @ fizzy lemonade Hmm that does sound REALLY good but is that also like vanilla coke? I can't even remember what vanilla coke tastes like tho it's been SO long. Shiiit maybe I'd even like it now

Wait what is squash? Lol same for me at first but water is so refreshingly good to me now Just takes getting used to I think when so many other drinks are so sugary & really good tasting. I NEED to drink water out of a bottle tho, it's so much better that way than a glass idk why!

Damn especially now during these quarantines I WISH I could just lay down and fall asleep to get some extra sleep in the middle of the day Just hardly even possible for me tho but yeah 6-7 hours is good & my uuusual amount. And I'm feeling defeated / tired af after that loss so I'm about to get started on my 6-7 hours rn

Gahh really needed to rant, too damn frustrated but always feel slightly better after that. It's actually pretty crazy how much more losing in blackjack pisses me off than poker tho because I did not feel this mad after losing $500+ from poker Sunday Actually I think I'm gonna stop with all casino games for a bit & just stick with the poker & sports betting cause casino games are just not worth it. I know I could've easily lost $400+ just now.

The $37.50 is cause getting blackjack (starting with 21 immediately) pays 3/2 on the bet. Ahh you might be right that only the big horse events are televised on TV Although maybe they're all still available on sooome kinda weird channel that most people don't even have lol

Yeah I shouldn't have even done it. FFS I'm sooo pissed right now, just lost $200ish (I think exactly $212.50) & I was losing as much as like $400. Also pissed cause I just ended on a bad note like -$75 or -$100 after I somehow managed to get pretty close to even. SUCH a streaky game. And I started +$50 first 2 rounds as well & literally paused thinking I should just quit right there which I reeeally should have. Losing $ in the casino games pisses me off so much more than losing in poker, prob because I know it's dumb to play & that I'm gonna lose in those games over time regardless. **** I had SUCH bad blackjack flashbacks just now. I mean I'm glad I stuck with it tho (and so glad I was able to get some luck to get some money back) because I was so close to just furiously quitting at -$400~. Could've went even more disastrously.

Oh yeah your lemonade isn't fizzy Cream soda is really good, imagine it as like vanilla ice-cream flavoured soda or something

Lmaoo was that squash you tried out though? I quite like those, tbh ANY addition to water is good because I find it pretty difficult to drink on its own unless it's got a lot of ice in it. Mint water is def gonna be my new thing now though

Yeah I was having ****ty sleeps but I feel like this is too much My usual is about 6-7 hours and that works well but lately I've just been laying down randomly and falling asleep. I really think it's from being lazy and doing nothing (like haven't really exercised properly for a week now) and it's making me more lazy

Oh damn nooo </3 Lol are you sure about that casino?

Ahhh so random just then I got a blackjack advert pop up at the side But yeah I can't even imagine winning more than 3, that even seems difficult but so easy to lose a bunch in a row. Where do you get the $37.50 from? Got kinda lost there Gahhh yeah that sounds ****ty, but I can see why it'd be so easy to just keep going. Like with that or even roulette or something I always think "okay just one more time surely can't lose again" but you definitely can

Yeah you'd get reaaally good returns for anything $20+, like even £5-10 is a pretty solid amount for a good win especially with some of the horses that are lesser favourites. I mean it might be on some sports channel maybe but idk about these races, I only ever see the big horse events on tv But yeah they're ALWAYS on in the betting shops lmaoo like literally constantly and they always have a crowd.

Peppermint That does sound fire! You seem to like a lot of those mixes for water. For some reason I never got into that. Like I remember trying this orange flavoring for water and it was nasty, like I'd have rather either a juice or plain water but not that

Loool yeah altogether it's prob just kicking your ass now But that's good @ more sleep! Weren't you not sleeping enough / struggling to sleep just recently. Good your body is kinda recharging

Ugh just lost $70 in a pretty quick poker session (just playing the regular cash games) and now I'm tempted to give some kind of casino game another shot

No clue how much he bet on it but my uncle's the type to bet on everything (lottery, scratchoffs, all kinds of sports betting, casino games - although not online I think he'd only ever do that at the casinos) & take big chances so it could've been like $20-50 on that horse or something lol. NOT the horse racing not being on TV?! So you can only watch it live at the race track? Actually I feel like ANY time I look at a TV while in the casino or a sportsbook complex, there's literally ALWAYS some horse race going on it, idk how Maybe sometimes it's just reruns idk

NOT lemonade being a soda! How is cream soda? Is that like vanilla coke or something totally different? Neeever got into any of that. Ahhh not the mix ruining the best soda for you </3