Yep it's just the fact it really can go any way and so unexpectedly/suddenly for you. Ahh it's a good thing you won all that $ before though, although I'm still not sure it really makes it any better </3

Yeah really need Chase to win now, if none of those 3 win I'm going to be so mad ugh. I didn't even sleep today yet either so maybe I'm just more irritable in general lol

Martin lost 4-5 Idk why but this loss really pissed me off. Like it was just so close all the way through and the game was so dodgy, like they didn't know when to throw etc because it's from home & it was just messy in general. Martin just ain't as good lately though, I should've known really. Just so so so annoying/frustrating to watch

Yeah I know what you mean. It's definitely possible to get too used to winning and for it to be so disappointing when you don't. But then idk it goes both ways for me, I feel worse about it when I've been losing often in general (like lately ) and just can't seem to win anything anymore. And it's understandable it will take a while tbf, it was quite a loss at once </3

Ugh a Chase Elliott win could really help get me a bit back on track & be a nice win for you as well. Come on Chase

Ahhh just as long as he won tho! Martin Adams time now

Yeah it still does suck to lose any time tho. And sometimes when you start winning a lot you get too used to it & expect it to keep happening every time like I kinda was Def the worst mindset to get in because it really is tough to win gambling, even a skilled game like poker. Feel just as/more ****ty about it this morning lol. I guess because yesterday I felt better having won some back but now I’m back to realizing how aaawful that all was.

Yeah it’s a bit excessive for me going over $100 IMO although I do also like $200’s for a little extra risk but shouldn’t do it weekly really (I did win $3000 in a $200 just the other week). But then I lost $615 in $200’s yesterday + the $320 so that alone was a big chunk of my losses yesterday

Ah yeah that’s not too bad, they should accept you, like I said you got this Ahhh you upgrading to my fave darts betting amt

First part of the darts bet won Ritchie played like absolute **** though, I've no idea how he did win tbh

Yeah although because I won't be going for any major jobs it should probs be a little easier. Like experience is so much more important as well, plus even a lot of pubs etc hire with no experience or anything too. But I'm deffo at a disadvantage having not worked in years And yeah I think I'd be a little riskier, like maybe £10 at a time occasionally but probably not anymore than that.

Ahhh After seeing the odds I couldn't resist because they're pretty good. I just covered the top 3 favourites so hopefully one of them comes in, but Chase most of all Although the horse racing bet I did like that didn't work out, so if this one doesn't that'll be the last time I try out one of these bets

Lol yeah it's so unpredictable, but also you've had those days (even a bunch of them) where you've won that much in a week and more, so ultimately it's better to not think of it in that way tbh. But I just remember thinking like that from the first time I lost £10+ like "wow imagine how long that would've lasted" and since then it's always been my first thought

Gosh that's so much just for an entry into it though. But yeah I guess it's fine to try them out occasionally but just maybe less often when it's such extreme amounts like that

ooooooomg or NOT @ "don't be dumb like me" YES tho... seriously hope Chase wins this but I'll root for Joey & Brad too

Kinda better this is tomorrow. As long as I remember, it'll be a decent work distraction

Oh damn that's true. Lack of job experience might be kinda tough to get certain positions too but you got this when you're back in London Then you have more gambling $$$ (I feel like you'd value the $ too much to risk wasting it tho?)

Yeahhh that makes sense I don't blame you not betting when you don't even know them/the sport at all. Don't be dumb like me Yep they coming thruuu in these games tho

Yeah I'm feeling super tired already too. Gonna be just GREAT starting work for the week tomorrow knowing I'm just earning back a part of what I lost today (). (But honestly I don't even think of it that way like I said - like if I did I would've never won in the first place). Gambling is just so up & down tho but lately it's been soooo/toooo extreme & that's def my own doing with how much I've been playing/risking.

Yeah there's bigger entry $ every week on these sites but I don't typically risk more than $200 in a single tournament (and that's more occasional until I've been streaking lately so going for it more). There's $250's and $300-500's a few times per week & every Sunday. But this site has a tooon of huge tournaments, even in the $1000's range coming up It's kinda not a good idea to look at & get tempted nnn