That's true the tournaments do take quuuite a bit of time but I don't be having those tournament sessions allllll the time

Even now it's mainly cause I'm running hot.

Ehhh like I've said it's just not the same for me like I already know from when I'm drinking at home during family parties and stuff I'm just like why am I even drinking rn a lot of the time

Even on calls with friends it's not really worth it either we'll just be sober chilling besides one of my friends who's been high constantly but I think he's hella addicted at this point

I need to be out, I just feel more trapped than anything at home
Ahhhh not back to back nights, soon he'll be drinking daily

But nah, never drinking/getting drunk before that deeef makes sense that now he loves it and wants to go again, like I looooved those early stages of drinking especially being around that age. Sooo much fun back then
