Yeah that is true actually, like there was only one guy on my train home () & that was even in the early stages of lockdown but I'm soo glad it wasn't essential then. The tubes/buses are pretty busy though now I think so it is probably a good thing

Ahh no I'm not entirely sure about all that Like I didn't know there were many stages of betting in it Yep totally, it's possible to do it a few times but definitely not every time. Idk I just thought with the 1, 2, 4 etc technique that I'd stand a high chance of doing it but obviously not </3 And yeah the thought of seeing roulette rn makes me maaad lol.

Omfg I just lost internet connection for sooo long and luckily noticed and waited for it to connect back or else I know I TOTALLY would've lost this post. Reminded me of your connection issues with your old laptop

(I actually kept disconnecting/reconnecting after that while I was trying to post so good thing I thought to copy it because when it wouldn't post & I went back it was all gone )

MESS that it's essential on public transport now I guess in a way it makes sense tho, before there was lockdown and now more people will be out & using transport so they're requiring masks on it to keep people safe while they're packed in a small space

Def depends the most in poker because there's 4 stages of betting money & lots of people / decisions involved and many times the hand is over after even the first stage of betting (idk if any of that even makes sense but I'm not gonna even attempt to explain further rn ). Ahhh yeah once you lose big in a game for your standards it does get kinda hard to not keep going for it the next time to win some/all back. But it's so hard to actually do that in casino games, at least consistently. Tbh when I lose big in games like roulette & blackjack I just can't even deal with seeing the game for a while, it's so annoying. Then it wears off and it's fun again

Yeah it was working well in the beginning but when I stopped for 3 days that just messed everything up I also prefer doing it in the living room rather than outside lol, but my dad especially is usually around so it's more difficult. Ahhh really? I was starting to feel really lazy/unmotivated with anything the longer it went on Yeah I've heard it's similar here, although really random now that masks are essential on public transport Not sure why now months later though

Yeah he's probs the best player in these tournaments so Ahh right is each round fairly quick or it depends? I'm deffoooo not going to go back to roulette though after today, I'm just gonna accept the loss next time

Martin seems great and was the huge favorite in like everything so hopefully we're both good there Oh and @ why I didn't play tournament, I just felt like playing for a little bit while I was bored & tournaments take time... fiiiigured I also wouldn't lose much but wrong on that (although I played a somewhat big game with $200 at the table per buyin so losing $300 is easily possible in it)

Yup just takes consistency in your daily schedule and your sleep ain't helping that I could prob keep it a routine since my days are very sameish with work hours, like I could get in a routine of doing it right after work every day but laziness and not thinking about it have been getting me. 1-2 months IS pretty soon Tbf I actually don't even feel as bad with not working out as I did when I first stopped those first couple weeks Maybe just gotten used to it that's why. Yeah more people around everywhere now, bit less with masks on, etc. Things are definitely getting back to normal-ish. Lines at the bank ATM like there always used to be pre-corona; it was always empty weeks/months back. </3 And the stores still have lines & a hassle

Yeah it's difficult to get into doing something when it's out of your routine. Like I've picked it up a bit again but then sometimes I either forget/can't be bothered and that's mostly just lack of motivation from doing nothing I think Ahhh not months being soon Have you gone out/to the shops or anything lately?

Damn that's a lot I can't even imagine how that'd feel. Yeah I was gonna take a day at least off but seeing Martin up there I can't not go for it because I genuinely think I have a pretty solid chance at winning it without being too hopeful

I felt 100% set on doing it today and I guess since it's not been part of my routine at all it just completely slipped my mind after. But tbf it's prob not even worth bothering at this point, like I'll be going back to the gym hooopefully pretty soon with the way things are starting to normalize a bit now, like I'm guessing/hoping within a month or two at least.

Yeah I get what you mean and how you feel 100%. Times where I've lost HUGE amounts for myself ($300 is bad but I mean like triple+ times that) it's just like nothing makes the day feel better. Usually takes at least days to feel ok about it / start to get it off my mind and have a fresh mind on everything again. Lmaooo yessss come through Martin Adams

Here goes... in attempt to win my money back lol

Omg how the hell it does not feel like 4am right now