Easy to see

Convo from before while I'm in a bit better state:

Blackjack is definitely a lot of fun to me which is the problem. Like it's prob the most fun game you can play at a casino IMO because even tho poker is my favorite to play, it's not as quick-paced exciting... poker takes a lot more patience, stress, major decision making to win at that game while in blackjack you still make decisions but it's a major fast-paced thriller type of game. I've played casino & online and online is where more of my biggest blackjack losses have come because it's so much easier to keep adding money that's just a number on your account compared to going to an ATM to get more at the casino (which is also why it's easier to realize just how much you're losing in person compared to online where you're not seeing the physical cash and the mind goes kinda numb about it )

Oooop the way you knew

You are too cute drunk, even when you don't know what to say

I don't know what to say I just

Yeah that's totally understandable I think I'd be the same. The whole coronavirus thing is just so ****ty and unfair and unexpected. Hope you're okay (as you can be) tho

Ty I know Such a depressing day after finding out. Haven't felt like doing much / literally didn't do much for the first few hours. It was starting to look bad the last few weeks but just ugh that he didn't make it through it.

Oh my gosh noooo that’s awful news I’m so so so sorry for you and your family

Always here to rant/message/talk about anything... whatever you like. You know that

Aww that's so sweet/cute and kinda needed something like that right now!

Will continue the rest of the convo tomorrow/maybe a little later but I found out a couple hours ago that my uncle passed away today (who had corona). Super bummed out, feel especially so bad for my aunt & all my little cousins (his grandchildren) </3

Just wanna saaaaaaaaaaay

So happy u exist
I know it's online/whatever but you're such a great person and I admire u a lot

//yes i'm drunk but who cares

I definitely can't but most can Like people just ??? sit there in the heat or walk around ??? I can't be out in it/or the sun for anymore than like 5 mins or so because I get the woooorst headache and super irritable lol.

Yeah I bet you're missing it rn I'm soooo happy darts is still on because even if I don't watch it I like catching up on the results whenever. Do you have any idea when it's actually coming back?

Just about to start the wine 26 proof tonight