Yeah it also probably would've added to the experience there, like more to do with them? Like if I'm only with my friends/gfs who smoke it'd prob be better to just join them but I'm against getting into it. Never dated a smoker before either, idk how I'd feel about it but it'd prob be fine Me to end up smoking cigs if that ever happened

MESSY @ blacking out in London and not remembering anything! That would just freak me out the next day even as a guy but at the same time prob nothing to actually worry about I'd just be so paranoid about it. I couldn't even fall asleep in a public place 100% @ fun to a point

Wait whaaaat you have to hide it at some hostels? What's the reason? Are some people there underage or something?

So much. Yep but I can't remember when exactly. Definitely between 1-2 years ago though, I didn't before that although I really wish I did because a bunch of my friends @ my first house/hostel did so I should have taken advantage of it

Ohhh get you You'd probs be able to take a loooot more than me still before even being tipsy lmaooo. I do agree though, being in control is deffo something I prioritize since being in London and realising there were so many things I didn't even remember happen. It's fun to a point but depends how far it goes imo

Yeah I like how I don't have to hide alcohol here (in some hostels you have to ) and can just do whatever I want and play music out loud till whenever. Drink with me for ONCE goddamn you I'm almost donewith a whole bottle of wine lmao

Yeah makes sense, prob gives you that rush & stuff. When did you start smoking again? With people at the hostels?

Ahhh not you calling me a lightweight I can handle the alcohol despite not being a huge drinker I think it’s just I don’t like going OTT with it as much as others do, like starting to lose toooo much control of what I’m even doing/saying, I’ll usually lay off unless it’s too late lol. I know many like it tho, I’ll have more regret a lot of the time but I mean it’s nice to a point for me too & has included a lot of FUN times

Totally makes sense to me to let loose with it while you’re away from London & nowhere to go / can just pass out with no worry. Loool I’ll give the song a listen later

Me @ you

Yeah definitely, I kinda start being in like my own world and also feel like really motivated to do things (never lasts though ), nothing like that feeling of being buzzed from it

Yeah I agree with that lol, probs okay if it's between friends or people who know each other well but when I've met people and they get sarcastic pretty soon it's weeeeird

That's because you never drink anyway I think a good amount for me is about half, gets me pretty tipsy but no hangover (from what I know ) and I can still remember most things that happen. Yeah lately I'm just being so careless about how drunk I'm getting/not really caring about it because I'm home not in a pub or something My dad always buys quite a bit of wine and beer but that's all really, but god yeah those wine hangovers are terrible, they last all day Gonna complain about it again tomorrow because I'm gonna hit the wine a bit later

Hmm yeah cigs prob do that for people too It does explain why people feel like they neeeed another one again and again & don’t feel 100% without it

Casual sarcasm ain’t bad but sometimes it does come across really dickish than funny

Oh I see. That’s definitely a decent amount of vodka for me tho, not something I’d be drinking every week/day On the norm I’d say prob like half that or a bit more, throw in another few drinks and I’ll get pretty drunk & likely end up with a hangover too lol Eh I maybe drink more with my mixed drinks tho but its gotta be worse to handle for a girl as well Ahhh so your mom gets mostly wine/Chardonnay then? You still get worse hangovers from those??

Oh and I still beat Dan anyway

Yeah that's so true I'm always shocked when it's so late and I didn't even do anything. I actually just noticed a couple of days ago that even when smoking a normal cigarette I start thinking... more? And again just random/different thoughts mostly.

Lol yeah I think it can depend on how it's done but most of the time I get it but I don't find sarcasm that funny at all With my friends they're all literally so different/have different humour and personality types so I think I adjust mine to work with the people at the time Maybe kinda shady overall especially in groups, but one to one can be pretty different

I thought one of those small bottles was probably even less than most average people would drink though Yeah I doooo think I wasn't having enough before now, or maybe it only happens when I drink fast? Gotta experiment Lmaooo no, I'd usually have about half a bottle a day in London about 5-6 times a week but my mom hardly buys it </3

Ahhhh well it'd be kinda hard NOT to get hangovers drinking a bottle a day Nah but do you think it's cause you weren't drinking as much or would you drink the same amount and still not get hangovers in the past? I hope you're not drinking a bottle per day now tho I mean those are fairly small and maybe aren't THAT bad but it can't be good on the weekly/daily either

Yeeeeeeeeees weed does that for me so much better than alcohol could but it's the truth @ both Sense of time in general is kinda just out the window especially once you're in a state

Sometimes I totally miss sarcastic humor whether it's UK or US I actually do think it's more obvious with the UK from what I've seen but it tends to be more bland/cheesy to me then. I kinda like the sarcasm where sometimes you can barely even catch it / others don't catch it I'm not the best with sarcasm in general tho but I do feel like me & my friends are pretty sarcastic with each other a lot whether it's good or bad.