Yeah deffo, I have been to pubs sober before and it just feels so weird like you're on the outside watching everyone or something I think it's more down to how careless I feel around people, soo much more willing to do/say things that I wouldn't sober.

Definitely not easy when going to bed late and having work in the morning, I just treat my 1pm wakeup as morning though now and try to exercise soon ish after getting up

Ugh the dry mouth. I feel like I already asked this but are cigs in general worse/better than weed when it comes to dry mouth? Sounds good tho & prob partly from the drunkness adding to it

Mhmm it’s true but I still have a lot of fun times without drinking, it’s moreso times of partying or going to a club/bar that it reeeally improves the vibe & have a lot more fun with it If I’m just kicking back with friends or going somewhere in the middle of the day we still have a blast sober too

I think you got it right getting out EARLY in the morning. Like I thiiink that’d help me too rn but I’m going to sleep too late & too tired to get up before literally minutes to a half hour at most before I start working

There’s plenty times I don’t drink even while my friends are drinking & vice versa for my friends. It literally all depends on my mood for drinking at the time but I think I just get convinced or just have the urge myself way more easily while I’m out. Nothing you’re doing wrong you’re pretty influential & get me tempted

Ahh not you not knowing too It's mad I remember when my grandparents were like in their 60's and I still see them as being that age now

Ohhh menthol is a whole different thing. Tastes soooo nice, BUT hella dry mouth after I legit had to split it into like smoking it 3 times because it hit me so much. Probs a combination of not smoking for a month and the fact I was prettyyyy drunk.

Yeah, like honestly when I stopped drinking for those 9 months a couple of years ago, I never went out or even had nights that were that fun/memorable back then. My best times have definitely been with people when we've been drinking/smoking tbh.

No idea, I can't even remember what it's like to have a job anymore Totally makes sense, I feel soo tired/lazy when I stay in all day which is why I always stuck to a routine of going out early morning in London. At least you're being productive mentally by working most days

I know exactly what you mean, it's kinda fun when you just go along with it and it turns out to be a really good time that was unplanned I gotta step up my influential levels to get you outta that sober quarantine ****

Omg @ not knowing they were that old Yeah my grandma’s about 85 (forgot exact age tbf & I live with her ) pretty crazy tho. Yeah I wouldn’t mind kids but not something I’m currently thinking about tho. If it happens in my 30’s, or maybe even later, then it happens

Lmao how big is the difference for menthol???

Yeah it amazes me sometimes how I feel ready to stop but I push & get like a second wind to keep going. I don’t miss alcohol all that much but I miss the moments drinking with people if that makes sense

Ahh how will you manage your job when back to London? Yup for me once I’m motivated or even just out / at work, I’m so motivated for the rest of the day more often than not. I get lazy on weekends if I have no plans - which is now pretty much all the time in quarantine

Lol maybe I should I have moments in the moment tho, like I’m usually really into it with the people I’m around & then go OTT with it at times if I’m influenced etc. You trying to be the influence

OMG I just smoked and it’s menthol and I’m

Like where the hell am I right now lmao

Always I'm always like, I should stop but actually I don't need to so it doesn't matter. I like drinking alone but I really miss a lot drinking with people too </3

AHHHHH not the mixup of exercise and work in between each other. a howl. Yeah I guess it's okay because you're mostly sat down, but still I feel like I wouldn't be able to get into the mentality of it. I hate doing things I should be doing. I do get that though, sometimes when I do more I want to do more

You should have more of those moments ahhhh, typical american

Awww that's so cute. I found out today my grandparents are 78 & 80, I legit did not even know they were so old Ahhhh actually do u even want kids though??

Nah my grandma does so much of the cooking & baking around here, she STILL loves it at her old age and is damn good at it And lol but ohhhh I do, I can't be dad boding at 27 & no actual kids (orangu)