MESS Nnnn I just imagined if you had that treadmill, you'd be putting a bottle of vodka or wine or something on like a table across from you to use as motivation?

I'm actually so much better with limiting my losses in person over online gambling... cause like if I SEE the money I'm losing I'm a lot better at setting a limit at least And I also don't keep THAT much cash on me either and it makes me feel kinda sick to go to an ATM to get more money. Usually I won't allow myself to lose any more than like $500ish in a "session" but sometimes I've lost control in the past especially when I'm on a hot streak and feel like invincible like I'm definitely gonna win it back (like I said I've even gone and tried bets in the $100's in the past in games like blackjack & sports bets etc. which is just flat out dumb unless you're rich )

Literally that I stayed indoors again so it was easy enough and I was only on like drink 2 so it was fine but anything after could be a disaster I didn't really even feel it that much until after I'd stopped lol.

Oh daaaamn, that sucks Sometimes it's easy to just be like... "well maybe one more won't hurt" though Do you ever have a limit where like if you lose past a certain point then you won't go any further or not really? I used to keep to one bet at a time like just £20/30 whether I won/lost but it stopped applying after I started doing bigger ones and got too confident I could win it back

Nah I'm DONE with roulette after the other night I was browsing the tennis games but there are so few now and they were terrible odds so I just closed the tab which was probably for the best

Sksk yeah like how did you even manage that lmao? Just jogged to your vodka & coke, drank, jogged away, etc? I guess it was fine if you didn't drink that much? I prob would've puked. Did you get like a rush from it or anything?

Yeah multiple different tournaments/cash games. Nah I barely even liked it in this case cause it was like repeatedly getting punched in the gut the way I was losing Just rough lol. One of my friends was playing too but it wasn't going well for him either and he quit early like I should have! Like after losing the $300 and some cheaper ones I should've just accepted it at that point.

Ahh what would you play? Roulette again? I'm trying to avoid the casino games these days because they're fun but sooo bad for losing money in the long run. Those are more of a live action AC thing for me.

A combination But it kind of eliminates the whole point of it lmao soooo back to being serious about it tomorrow!

Nooooot $700 Was that all throughout different games/tournaments then? So good that you won some back though and like you said you've done well lately anyway I get pissed @ like a £7 loss so I can only imagine lol... did you enjoy it overall tho disregarding the outcome?

Yeaaaah definitely, I thought about doing a bit more gambling today but I can't deal with losing again yet

Soooo much bad luck yesterday tho... I was PIIIISSED at times

Lmaoooo @ drinking & jogging at the same time I guess that's one way to multitask for a buzz & getting fit

Yeah I lost about $700, close to it, but $300 was for one tournament loss (a mistake trying that one)... I was doing even worse tho (losing about $1000ish at the worst point while I was in my last few tournaments) but finally got a few decent wins towards the end of the day. I guess it's NOT aaalways bad to keep playing while losing ... Still dumb yesterday tho but when I've played recently I've continued to do well for the most part so it's fine, just a setback now

Lol @ the bank forcing you to see what you didn't want to see It's a good thing you're home now tho

Spent my 20 mins jogging whilst drinking vodka n coke It was GOOD but I just got hot so so so much quicker

Omg did you lose? Lol I wish it worked like that for me. I never expect to do well and never do nowadays.

I got a text from my bank today saying that my balance was low telling me EXACTLY how much was left

Nooo idea.. Idk, what’d you do?

Poker did NOT go well for me btw Had a feeling it wouldn’t, like I usually do well when I don’t even expect it and not so much when I’m really excited/ready to play

GUESS what I did today

Yeah like it's nice if you're being casual or you want to perch some cute scenery or something but when you're tryna exercise it's ****

Aww that's nice that y'all get on/see each other... my family is pretty small and they're just so cliquey and know everything about each other and all have very different lifestyles/mindsets to me

Loool it's crazy doing that kinda stuff now In London I saw so many times people talking through windows to each other or stood like really far apart I've been thinking that my nan would suggest doing something like that to talk to me now so I've just kept quiet about it