I can't do that because half the reason I've realised now that I actually watch shows is to talk about them online with people. So much more fun I legit only watched Survivor because you were watching it otherwise I don't think I would've bothered.

Yeah that's true. It's weird but in some way I actually feel 'closer' to you than some people irl, like way more comfortable to talk about personal things. I knowww, I was thinking about that earlier, it's been like 3-4 years now

Yes it's my drink of choice Well it would be Malibu but I have vodka lately bc it's stronger and gets me drunk quicker. I had a few but it didn't really get me that tipsy so I just ordered pizza

Been hanging out with the Colorado guy quite a bit tonight and he's cool Legit keep getting lost when he's talking though bc I'm focusing on his accent and not the conversation.

Yeah and a BB superfan I just get in phases when it comes to TV shows especially tho. Like I started doing those CBB watches for a bit Survivor was easy/fun to breeze through tho cause it's only 13 eps & easy to skim through challenges & the extra stuff

Yeah I felt like I started getting too invested in my time online/on here Also I feel like I don't even talk about my life that much but I guess I mention a decent amount over time through all the threads here & all the different convos we have as well. And we definitely know each other's personalities and stuff quuuite a bit by now, like it's kinda crazy it's been YEARS now

You like vodka & coke zero? I can't do coke zero & I haven't even drank coke in foreeeever even tho I used to love it. You getting blasted?

Yeah exactly, that's why I go out on my own a lot and spend time at night on my own when everyone's asleep. I pretty much just see people around and chat for a short time, other than one guy who I'm with most of the time at the moment but he's fun and he buys drinks etc for me

Drinking a vodka and coke zero right now

Omg that's crazy You're like an actual superfan

Yeah I used to be a bit like that too, I was online a lot of the time but now it's more of just a fun/chill thing to do to fill in the time and makes me feel relaxed. Sometimes I actually prefer socialising with people online than irl though Yeah I totally get that. It's hard to make time for everyone/everything and I guess it's all about priorities. When I spend time with my bf it's like there's no effort at all and it's just natural so it's really nice. Yayyyy Honestly same, even though we don't know each other irl I still feel like I actually know you better/enjoy conversations more than with some friends I have irl.

Yeah I watched them all in like a year or something when I got into it (S32 or so). I know them all going in

Yeah it's tough to manage and it's like that for any friendships/relationships/activities if they get too much. Even online stuff, like tbh I feel like once I started getting on this site more I started drifting from friends a tad. Now that I've lost the habit of checking here constantly, it's actually made me feel so free and now idk how I even did it. One of my friends who's engaged is starting to separate a bit and when we hang out it's with his fiance too a lot of the time so I feel like I see what you're saying first hand. Awww @ making the time to message me tho You're definitely a main reason I still check tibb!

Yeah hostels seem really cool for that. But also isn't there always people around? It must be kinda hard to get that time alone or are people kinda to themselves so you still feel free despite the company all the time?

Spending time on your own I find is really refreshing. It gives you time to think and sort of just forget about life for a while. I've mostly met like aaaalll of my friends from hostels, one from my ex and a few from pubs. Hostels are definitely the best way to meet people

It's hard to imagine how some of these people won Did you watch all the seasons from like #1 or is there anyone that you don't actually know?

That's how I've always felt too and why I never really cared about relationships. When I lived with my ex I didn't mind when he went to work because I got like some time in the day to myself and then we could see each other later... but then with my bf now I'm legit sad if we can't spend all the time together. So maybe it's to do with the person or maybe it's something you get used to after a while. I'm also really bad with talking to/messaging friends when I'm with my bf. Like I never see anyone else because I'm just not bothered to. You're actually the only person I messaged back when we lived together aside from my mom

That's interesting to me that you go out for walks and stuff on your own. It seems relaxing but it's something I neeever do. Like if I'm going out, it's only ever by car and for something I NEED or because someone wants to hang out These days I don't even go & meet new people much unless it's with others at a club / wherever we go as a group.

Ffffffffffff @ the Scottish accent shade. Tbh from what I've heard I can't really disagree either

I think Ben is maybe like that but he got a slightly different edit because they had to show him as a credible winner for his season lol. Sandra's attitude & lines are just so comical for me. I guess I just don't take her serious. I can see her being annoying for sure

Yeah for sure I need that alone time too, that's actually probably the biggest reason past relationships haven't worked for me and why I'll usually just talk with/message girls but don't take it further too often. Between constant work hours & hanging out with friends over the years, it just gets too much for me. The only reason I'm not like that with friends is cause I'm really close with them, some for sooo many years, so I feel like I can't zone them out. It's pretty bad actually, I prob need to get more independent etc. and just take days to myself more often. Anyway a bit rambling there nnn

I'm curious to see if he remains that way then Yeah... ugh she's exactly how I remembered her from last time. I'm actually surprised you like her I feel like for me she's definitely one of those people who can't get better and will remain at the bottom of my list until she leaves.

That's legit like me every day I guess I do spend quite a lot of time with other people though so I socialise a lot (sometimes involuntarily). Do you never feel like you need time alone? Idk I get that a lot so I make time to go out by myself or just chill on the laptop in bed or something.

Yeah that's true, although Scottish is one I don't hear much and when I do I just... It's actually terrible to listen to for too long.