"Awww hopefully I'ma keep bringing you that good luck "

Hooooping so Decided to go for a proper tournament session today. Doing pretty ****ty today (losing about $500ish atm BUT I'm about to get at least some of that back as I'm still in the $100 tournament that I got 2nd in yesterday). 10 left now. I need all the good luck I can get here.

Lol yeah it's tragic thinking about how close I was to getting it </3 Gahh I don't mind it in gyms because everyone's doing the same thing but like in front of my parents naaaah. Sounds good though with a nice tv and everything too. That's so true tbh, you can do it while watching things or listening to music etc and it makes the time pass quicker because sometimes it's a drag if just exercising. Lmaoo yep I remember that feeling @ the exercise bikes, we had one here when I was really young but I couldn't stay on it for too long cus it just started to get uncomfortable & def the elliptical is gonna be better cus you're moving more

Omg after seeing the size/type of this one and how close it was to my head/bed... no waaaay I was already thinking about relocating to the other bedroom though when she was like "where is it" And lmaoo I actually do that a bunch of the time anyway without there even being a spider on the loose

Yep exactly I do like to think about old times but just not toooo much & I think it's just important to enjoy things in the moment to be able to look back on in a good way. But definitely always present more than past/future cus it's just too exhausting lol.

Awww hopefully I'ma keep bringing you that good luck

True anyone in my family would def check around if someone wanted it before selling but simple mistake. Lmaooo yeah tbf I'll prob use it in my room quite a bit (I usually move my exercise bike to there when I've used that) but at the same time I'll prob use it a bunch in the living room too, I don't really care about that with family And there's a NICE TV & plenty space in my living room so it's a nice vibe. I can do it moreso when the living room isn't packed or being used in that moment etc. and I should've BEEN ordered it as it's perfect while watching a sports game / Big Brother etc. so I've missed out a few weeks now. Random-ish but the exercise bike is annoyin cause it starts hurting my ass when I sit on it for too long (+ just doesn't feel as effective)

Ahhh I'd sleep but it'd prob take some time to sleep properly if I lost sight of a spider by my bed & didn't get it. Like I'd start feeling all itchy and **** and paranoid it's on me

Always best to just feel/act young, more fun that way Also yeah nostalgic is the exact perfect word for it. I do like the nostalgia in many ways but I get how it's too much or emotional sometimes. Yeah just living in the moment is nice and more relaxing or something overall than just thinking of past/future a lot so I agree there

Lmaooo I'm definitely the jinx for myself You've been like a good luck charm ever since I started talking with you about my gambling

Lol you be saying that like I jinx it when I'm SOOOO SURE you jinx things more yourself But omg omg OMG I agree with that SO much, like it's just better to ignore/not even care or bother too much about how ur doing cus otherwise you will lose lol. But I don't think I'm THAT bad luck for you

No clue, gosh I was SOOO MAD. Like who the actual ****, in a family thinks they are goin to sell something without checking if anybody else wants it? What a bloody DUMB move. Lol you're soooo cute though Ohhh yeah I KNOW what you mean, I think I've seen those machines in the gym before. GOD UR gonna slay so hard as if you didn't already being hot and all that! Tbh I'd ONLY be willing to keep those in my bedroom though, I'd NOT be here for using it in other people's company

Yeah tbh I think def, they are soooo shady even as animals and I really don't trust them. Like it HAUNTS me about how you got bit by that one before It must have known you were after it. Lol yeah I was calling her SO QUICK and telling her to get it, like I genuinely 100000000% would NOT have slept in the room if she didnt

Gahhh yeah makes me cringe so much, I honestly say the worst things. But OMG I WANT you to message me while ur drunk Lmaooo same though tbh, like I'm so dumb/silly while drinking or not. It's all good though cus it makes you feel young etc

Yeah I usually feel good about stuff too but also just... nostalgic? Then it's like so emosh and I'd honestly just rather NOT think about past/future and always be in present which is what I think I do mostly.

LMAOOO why'd they sell it without checking? Don't yell at ha she's too sweet lol. Elliptical is similar to a treadmill but your feet stay down on two feet holder/platforms whatever. Has handles & you keep moving it forward as if you're running in place, really good. A bit less tiring than a treadmill and it's easier to keep a fast pace and still burns calories very well. Yeah prob gonna be weird af at first cause it's been so long esp since I've not specifically used that machine in forever It'll be easy to keep it in a corner in like my living room or some other room and then it's portable so I can either roll it out there, another room or to my own room there's enough space

Oh yeah that can be sad too But I mostly reminisce about past stuff and feel good about it / enjoy it / happy for the memories etc. but there's def stuff that feels depressing missing those good days or even remembering certain things that really sucked etc. </3

GAH no jinxing it tho! I don't actually believe in superstitions like that tho lmao But at the same time I do feel like when I end up getting cocky or too overconfident things then end up going bad idk And ty, hope it keeps up

Yeah I think I've maybe even read about it where they become vengeful when attacked or in danger but idk what/how they remember and for how long. Lmaooo I can just picture you two by this little spider all freaked out while she tries to get it

I kinda hate it even more remembering certain things while I was drunk (or when I do read back certain texts / social media / etc.) GAH Ahhh the shade is real but lol I could tell you were kidding around but it's so true how I can be a fool regardless of drinking or not