Gahhh idk I'm so ALL about the present and I don't like thinking about past too much So many times I've been like "wow those were good days" and started feeling like... sad/emosh about it? lol, you know???

Tbh right now though I just DOUBT you'd even lose Like you be slaying everything at the moment. And yeah I totally get that too, I def wouldn't be as bothered if I was doing well in general

Ugh I just asked my mom now and apparently they sold it I got so pissed at her, like why the **** didn't you tell them I wanted it? lmaooo. So are you gonna keep this one in your room?? GAHHH Wait WHAT is the elliptical again? Similar to a treadmill huh? That'll be GREAT though, u gonna be like WTF @ first tho when using it

Lmaooo tbh I've got no clue on that But it does SEEM like they know/are aware and that one came after you Yeah my mom will get ANYTHING with the hoover lol, like spiders, daddylonglegs etc, even though she's actually scared of them all herself

Exactly!!! Omg like I genuinely feel like I wouldn't even know that I don't remember stuff other than the fact I've written/said things to people online lol. That's actually one of the good things about it You deeeeef need to try it tho for sure. Lmaooo tbf I was jk but I wanted to be shady as well. Your fruit punch sounds SOOO GOOD though and I bet I'd enjoy it. I kind of even know what you mean/recognise the flavour you're on about from that.

You should soooo get it from them!!! Yeah I wish my treadmill that I have in my basement wasn't all ****ed up or else I'd use that too. Exercise bike I have gets annoying and I REALLY like the elliptical for cardio so I'm pretty pumped to get back into a routine soon! Yeah I ordered online so it should come within like 2 weeks the latest I think. Gotta set it up too but should be fine, the exercise bike was pretty easy with instructions

Yeahh I was an idiot ashgasj Like I can't even blame the spider. Kudos to it. Do spiders actually think like that tho where they want revenge if you annoy it gahh? Oh & your mom seems the best

Yup that's so true and it makes me wonder what I don't remember when I start drinking a lot and basically I'll just NEVER remember it if I'm not told about it or able to read it back And lmaooo you right tho, I can be a damn fool drunk or not drunk MESS you gotta try fruit punch in particular. It's not like regular juices, easier/more enjoyable to drink on its own too (sweet fruity blend) and I'm not sure exactly why but it just mixes so well with multiple drinks!

LOL why don't you like things from the past tho?

Yup it can be super disappointing/bad too but worth a go at it (mostly if I'm winning so I don't feel AS bad even if it goes terribly). HERE for it

Yep it's super cool & ofc you can do REALLY well but then you can flop hard too. But yeah if you get into it notify me cus I'll be there with ALL that support for you

OMG that's so good!!! I really wish I had one of those machines or a treadmill or something cool like that. You know about a few days ago my grandparents moved house, so maybe theirs is now spare or something lmao I'ma ask my mom. But I've been pacing HELLA around the house but I'd love a machine ugh. Do you have it rn tho or you gotta get it delivered etc??

Gahhh Yeah I'd never spray anything bc I've realised that it doesn't even kill them & just makes them more angry. It was def PISSED AT YOU I got my mom to hoover it up though But seriously gosh I'm still soooo paranoid

Lol tbh yeah I feel the same as that. But there really is a point where you drink SO much/or either depending on what you drink that you just don't even remember things. I never even knew I felt that way till I started posting **** online lmaooo. You're talking like you don't act a fool anyway Ahhhh no I've actually never tried a juice before And I don't even think like a... "fruit punch" exists here It DOES sound pretty good tho tbf

Yeah exactly that & idk if I even remember but probably not. Maybe from talking/pictures but not actually remembering things irl, you know? It's so different. But definitely a VIBE and also cool but also idk... I really don't like things from the past either lol

Btw I just bought an elliptical machine a little while ago. Got one of the cheap-ish ones for like $270 (minus $40 in gift cards I had) so I'm good with that price, hope it's not bad quality or anything and I CAN'T WAIT to get back into some cardio ffs

I'm not sure if I get that or not lmaooo but yeah I've seen pics from when I'm young (sometimes a friend will randomly bring one up in text or post an old pic on social media or I'll find an old pic at home etc.) and it's just like WHOA and brings me baaack

Idk I'll have to see how I feel about it / maybe how it's going in the early stages of tomorrow's session but I do enjoy the extra thrill and how it's possible to win HELLA BIG by playing even bigger And loool YES @ the support, that's cute I still wanna figure out like streaming on twitch, I feel like that would be so cool but idk how practical it is with just a laptop trying to manage the site & poker games all at once on just a single not-that-big screen

Gah yeah so gross even thinking about it And lol did you not even kill it? But I guess that's what ****ed me over with the black widow, went to kill it and couldn't (and even irritated it by spraying Lysol or whatever into the hole it went into... then that bitch ended up biting me at some point later

Ahhhh what a howl that would turn into esp since you'd prob be more drunk than me obv When I'm chilling I can kinda control how I'm acting & I'm not too different I don't think but when I'm REALLY getting into it with others that are getting drunk af I definitely act a fool Can't go wrong with lemonade. I forget have you NEVER tried mixing with fruit punch (or juices in general) or just not in a really long time? It'll become your new fave I bet

Lol I know what you mean. Like I do remember specifics etc but overall I don't remember much. Like NOTHING about home but at school I do remember some things. And you know... idk but have you ever been shown pics from when ur young?? I have & I'm like "omg yes" and then I'm like... wait do I actually remember that or just from the pic? Idk if that makes any sense lmaooo

Gahhh yes that day NEEDS to come cus I ain't bringing it right now

Omg noooo not so much Don't DO IT!!! You rly don't need to bc you win/slay SO much without trying for bigger ones lol. But still regardless, whatever... I'm SUPPORTING YOU