Like think about anything and everything, idk why. It's so good that you don't though now and I'm sure I've been through phases too. Lol don't worry about it tho ur cute!!! Like literally who even cares if you don't work out?? I get it's a mental thing sometimes (it is a bit for me) but ultimately it's actually okay, you can always get to it any time in the future. And tbh no clue now, but def looking to be after new years as of now

That is true!!! Some stuff I'm even shocked is vegan and people never expect it. SUCH a slay though. GHH yeah I think you like cheese too? So you would DEF like vegan cheese in everything!!!

Well that's difficult when you are drunk like once every few months BUT why not tonight

Actually though it's kinda even late there right now. I didn't realise how early it was here

That's actually so true and idk if I've ever even thought of it in that way before. I guess I;m super paranoid about the EXACT 12am time and if I'm not awake/having a good time then I feel like the whole is gonna be **** or something lol, like it's stupid sure but I've just always believed it. Even while going out/being with friends I've always wanted to be a bit sober and that's so weird for me to say Gahhhh that's so true though I HATE new year's resolutions SO MUCH that I dont even bother with them anymore. And yeah cus of covid really, I just cba with anything in general where it ain't "normal" lol

That definitely makes sense. I don't even feel that stressed out though about things in general (and tbh never really have either) but I just... THINK a lot?

Yup I get you & sometimes it's actually hard to tell that a vegan option actually IS vegan, it's kinda crazy how that can be done / replicated so well without actual meat etc. Ahhh I still love salt too tho but you right give me those stronger flavors for sure

Lol yeah crazy how still not but I guess we'll both be drunk together one day I just don't know when nnn & tbh idk I didn't even notice the "but"

I had so much more stress with college-work combo/social life/relationships etc. during high school & college years where I'd also be sleepless at night thinking about so much but now I'm older I just get tired af and don't overthink too much at night anymore. Just KO fast. I think early-to-mid 20's are just kinda like that and hella stressful so hard to sleep a lot of times. Yuuup like no proper workout routines/exercises at all for months now it's pretty bad. And while I didn't really feel too poorly or anything at first I'm starting to feel it a looot more now, I really gotta start again. Yeah I feel like it'd be a bit pointless for you when you're getting back to London eventually. Btw do you have an idea for when you'll go back or still no clue for now?

Yeah I do get that but I feel like it's the best night to let loose & leave in the past. Even get pass-out drunk and not remember because it's kinda like who cares it's the last day before the year is over. Actually if you forget the night it kinda makes it more literally a "forget the last year, on to the next" type thing. A good way to get a careless drunken night like that out of the way and then start fresh with those New Year's Resolutions etc. that just never pan out as expected And oh loool why is that @ not leaving home? Cause of covid or like other stuff pissing you off or something???

Tonight I am way more "but" than "tbh idk" tho

Yeah vegan ones are NICE as well as a bunch of other vegan things that you wouldn't even know were vegan. Does that make sense? lol. YEsssssssss!!! I think it's super similar to soy sauce which I have sometimes, but maybe a lil more spicy? And same tbh, I just don't like basic flavours mostly like READY SALTED ugh it's gross

Lol I'm down on almost a whole bottle of wine, yet somehow not even really paced thatmuch, maybe in 1 and a half hours? ish and I'm done already. Not sure how it works but it's not so bad BUT tbf the way you've never been drunk with me is.... NOT okay

Lol yeah it's so true though. Like I am worried about not remembering the night on NYE Any other night I don't even care tbh but a NEW YEAR is just so different, even if it's dumb to think that way yknow? And yeah tbh I think I will but we'll see because I'm so against everything right now, like I DO NOT even wanna leave the house anymore.

Omg YES I love just falling asleep naturally but I really have the habit to think or even overthink about things ahhh But getting so tired is great although sometimes I forget to turn the light off and I HATE waking up to that Lmaoooo you've still not done any sort of exercise? I've been doing a bit of walking lately but that's all tbh, BUT OMG I've been thinking about/wanting a treadmill so bad but there's not even a point cus I won't be here for suuuuch a long time probably. Would be GREAT tho if you did that

I feel like chips (crisps) might be one of the best things to try the vegan alternative for. Just cause a lot of healthier styled chips do still have a nice texture and taste so I feel like they'd be easiest to make and manage to have an authentic taste similar to any regular chip flavors Hmm the Worcester sauce reminds me of like either soy sauce or a steak sauce type. I could see it being tangy (and good) tho and I'm a big fan of most tangy/spicy flavors

The face @ reaching drunk status Yaaaas

Gahhh @ worrying about not remembering going into the new year Yeah I'd say it's worth just going to check out the markets anyway just to see how the covid markets are & for something different to do

That's good I absolutely love when I've hit that TIIIRED point at night and then it just feels so good as soon as I get in bed & I'll literally just fall asleep seconds later it feels like. That's good your sleeping has gotten better and a bit of consistency back And yup I'm extra glad it's not an every day thing yet after how tired I've felt at times this week. Plus I feel out of shape having STILL not gone back to working out like that'll be changing asap too. I was even looking into elliptical machines & treadmills to buy online about 2 days ago and I just might get one of the two to go with the exercise bike I have & actually start getting a routine going at home