Yup I should’ve just avoided the poker after a GOOD Sunday but oh well whatever. I’m kinda liking following the tournament this time, it’s round 2 now & then so on? When will it finish & when does Joe next play? I might believe in him for one more upset win Finally a better return, they gotta show the US some darts love too

“I need to quit before they fire me” assfgsffss Funny ass dream, I’ve deeef had similar work related dreams with not knowing what I’m doing / thinking I’m about to get fired & whatever but it’s usually my current job at the time I dream about so that’s funny you went way into your past from it

Yeah the right might be one of the most common here as well And nah I can’t remember the last time I drank from a shot glass that long was just wondering if y’all did cause they’re still fairly common here Another reason to just avoid wine when you have other options (or no other options for that matter for me lol)

18+ & 21+ are big stepping stones but 25+ is like true adulthood imo, there’s some leeway of still being childish etc. before that but around 25 you’re kinda officially adult OLD. Omg I’m not even 28 yet don’t say it like that it sounds TOO old lmaooo

Yeah I’ve won on it but def lost more $ than won overall (& pretty sure I never even cashed out anything, it was that bad even back then idk ). But poker tournaments are always streaky & stuff like I was seeing yesterday that on one of my sites where I’m profiting like $500 since tracking, I’ve had a big streak of losses in there too between part of Sunday & yesterday and a streak of 10+ losses on other site where I’m losing money (in tournaments) since tracking. Streaks like that are just normal & happen when getting unlucky which is all part of the game. Patience & control are the biggest things to get through a bad streak but man that 3rd site is abysmal since my return the players could also be better combined with Nevada tbf but still I’m just getting absolute **** luck on it </3

That Joe Cullen match would’ve been the BEST to watch play out. Those upset (especially comeback) wins are the best watch. And yup you right, even tho the in-game bet would’ve worked there, there’s so many more times that it won’t

Lmao yeah I get you on that & I’m the same but not as extreme I guess like I can still focus on both until I get toooo distracted with one of the two things, then the other I get totally dazed out from. But I do a lot of pausing & rewinding so it all works out for me / still been able to do both at the same time well & it’s so nice getting through work that way The main time I’m BAD with the slacking is these mornings where I have breakfast / brush teeth / check here & usually a bit of socials/texting too

Nooo @ losing some on poker, sucks when you always get so close to winning as well </3 Yeah would def have been good to take a break but I also get it, sometimes when I've won a few in a row I just wanna keep making more. Idk how many more I'll do on THIS darts tournament because they're sooo unpredictable and I don't even know how a few of the players play even though I've heard of most

Nice @ that bet Same as mine for today (and we both got free ones on it ). But omg your returns are better than mine for like... the first time ever I think lol. I got a power-up as well and still only £5.77 or something like that

Omg wtf @ those long shot glasses Never seen anything like that before. So that means you drink more alcohol basically? I THINK ours are the closest to the one on the right... but alsoo maybe even the 1oz one Yeah I don't know... it seems random even a lot of the time with the hangovers, but I feel like even if you drink wine slowly it could still give you one

Yeah maybe would have even gone to London @ some point because my mom would have enjoyed that too & she hasn't seen all that much there but still another time for that Lol yep mine have been lowkey lately too but I'm def good with that. Ahhh halfway to 30 and after does seeeem kinda old tbh Esp when you think you're 29 next year </3

Yeah like it would've been pretty cool to be able to spend a bunch more than I should've done at markets and stuff, but when you get to paying it back it doesn't sound as fun That makes sense & lmaoo @ not wanting to know, I'd def be the same. But yeah probably it's still unknown for a bunch of them too because things are still not near to 'normal' (even here too). Omg that actually reminds me of the dream I had last night... so one part was like I really wanted to play darts but there were too many people everywhere (& in the dream I was in like my grandad's top garage/room), then another bit was like I was back at my OLD JOB here () and they were like "you seem like you don't know what to do anymore" and I legit didn't Then I remember coming home & saying to my mom "okay I need to quit before they fire me" gAHHHHHHH So weird

Omg YEEES @ Joe Cullen Tbh I'm not even surprised though because like I've said he's def one of the best underdogs to root for. Gahhh @ the $75 return, but still better to avoid those in-play bets I think because there are so many times it could flop The games are up to 10 legs, but if the result gets to 9-9 I think they go to 13. These games would actually be sooo fun to watch live ugh </3

Lol I just couldn't multitask at all esp for work, like when watching The Voice/Survivor & I would read comments online whilst watching I realised after I was missing/not taking in the actual show But still it's good you can do all that while working bc it must make it sooo less boring

Yeah I mean you'd think at some point you'd get a win on there because it seems too unlikely to always lose... You said you won on there when you used it before ages ago though right??

Gahhh I went for some more poker again today and lost about $220 It was actually going so well too but then everything went to **** towards the end of my tournaments so my wins were more on the minimal side and a couple of my losses were SO close to winning & ended awfully (as per the usual ). Knew I shouldn't have played today too, Monday is almost always a good break day after the long Sunday session but I was too in the mood after starting to do a bit better lately smh Oh well I'm not too mad about it tho just mainly wish I took the break today.

I made a darts bet today (combined my last two free bets into a parlay so a nice free opportunity from my usual $10 bets ):

The 3 on the left are prob the most commonly used around here but it's hard to even tell from the pic, maybe the one all the way right But ah I see, ffs I'm so bad with measurements that I couldn't even take any guesses about that sksk I really think you're right about that @ hangovers, I kinda sense that when I think back but it still prob does depend on how much you drink too / what it is.

Lol I was closer to one of the oldest in the school year (starting Septembers, bday in December). And nice, 25 is a GOOD / groundbreaking one Sucks it's during this time but sounds like a nice day planned anyway my 25th might've been pretty casual overall icr even (they usually are in recent years after getting older) You're prob gonna start feeeeeeling oooold in not very long, after 25 is kinda when it started for me/most