I guess the time before was more "hallucinations" tho like I went to the bathroom & thought there was a dragon coming down some stairs behind me Then also kept touching the wall bc I didn't think it was actually there lol, then I thought the smoke alarm was a teddy bear & I could NOT stop laughing @ like 3am & I woke the whole room up

Omg that's great @ poker Are you gonna track like each site individually are you just doing it overall? Mess I don't get why/how that 3rd site is so bad tho Do they have smaller ones on there/have you tried those? Nice @ erasing those losses tho & the $700+ too This turnaround

Omg yes exactly the same, I'd haaate owing somebody money. Like one of my friends (the one who I took to the betting shop) borrows ALL his money off of his mom bc he hates working so much. But I've literally always said to my mom I'll either have money to keep or nothing cus I ain't gonna be paying people back

Ahh yeah right, tbh I always like when someone rolls a WHOLE one for us each although sometimes it can be pretty strong bc I have a habit of smoking quickly to get a bigger hit & also passing around is kinda part of the fun too. Gahh you mean like smoke half of the joint then put it out and light it up again later? I've recently started doing that with cigarettes too. Yeah I think it was weird **** as well, because this guy was growing his own down south ldn & like showing me pics of it and stuff So that time I remember like literally "zoning out" in that I was aware I didn't know what I was thinking about 2 mins ago (if that makes sense) & feeling SUPER dizzy then like focusing on things way too much & couldn't take my eyes off of the mop when the cleaners came in lol. Idk but it was actually rly scary and toooooo much

TEA the iced tea & vape might've been the best parts & I only took a few hits of the vape. I don't remember it being that nice, soooo smooth or something so it was extra soothing, I might get hooked now!

Yup exactly I really hate when people owe me $, knowing it's something I have to remember and keep checking for if they don't pay it right away. And vice versa also makes me kinda anxious when I owe people $ like I really gotta pay it back. With my close friends it's like eh whatever but still can be annoying I agree.

Can be sooo intense and to go from that chilled to intense feeling for a GOOD show/movie is actually so damn good CSI sounds perfect actually and Blacklist. My friend who's always getting high during quarantine is the one who got into Blacklist lately and he absolutely LOVES the Blacklist/high combo

That's funny, prob would be hilarious to see that convo in 3rd person while you were in that drunken state & your mom just not knowing what to do with you ahh

I know I saw we lost that, damn </3 50% right & $2 profit in my two darts bets I've tracked so far

Yeah we usually pass around like 1-2 joints between a couple of us & uuusually no tobacco but yesterday my friend had a bunch so was barely any sharing going on (corona safety sksk, not really but kinda was lol). Got a GOOD amount of pulls in yesterday, more than usual I'm pretty sure & it was NICE My friend always likes to put it out and then save it for a bit later & finish the rest, I think he's been doing that like every day possibly Btw what exactly do you mean by hallucinations? LEGIT start seeing things in front of you like they're real? Like I kinda do get that hallucinating feeling sometimes when high but nothing too extreme, that would be crazy! I think I know what you mean tho, and maybe you weren't used to it w/o tobacco or you did too much

Gooooood poker day again Profited about $500+ in all: about +$730 on one site, went just about even on my other one (since tracking on Friday I am -$34.35 on that site overall which is about as "even" as it gets for me but it's only been two total sessions)... and I lost $200 on that damn 3rd site Instead of doing the $100 & $400 I just tried two $100's and they were so trash as usual. I CAN'T with that site. I had SUCH a horrible vibe going earlier today as I was getting crushed in multiple tables but actually glad I stuck with it this time. I totally threw that "don't take bigger risks" idea out the window as I played multiple $50-$100's & 2 $200's as well. Of the bigger tournaments, I had a $384 profit in one of the $200's which basically erased the other losses & another lil profit in a $100. Best win did come from a $20, I won one of them for $700+ so I could've ONLY played that one, risked only $20 today & had a bigger profit ffs

That's SO true though actually, one of my friends & I used to have CSI on (my choice ) after smoking... was a bit intense though when we were so chilled @ like 4am or something Your night sounds fun tho & with your fave show Breaking Bad

Ahhh I can't even remember what I was finding so funny earlier but my mom was like asking me things I think but just couldn't even get a proper answer.

Omg I think we lost our darts bets btw </3

Ahhh I just read back from earlier (literally remember hardly anything ) and NOOOO @ "pink panties" And ugh the iced tea & vape sound soooo good too

Gahhh yeah that def sounds a bit dodgy if they are not even close/don't talk anymore. Like this is one of my closer friends but he asked me a few weeks ago for £350 then again the other day for £50 and both times I just told him I don't get into that... and tbh as much as I like him I really don't trust/believe he'd pay back or at least not for a long while Ahh I guess it makes sense that y'all borrow small amounts off of each other since you're all close though & it's cool it can be like that. I don't think I have borrowed money off of anyone but I was giving my friend like £10 a day at one time for a few days when he was having bank issues but it was sooo annoying, I was legit chasing him up every single day for it back (he always gave it back but just ughhh effort).

Hmm right, how does that work though? Like I've been told that you don't NEED to have tobacco but it just makes it a lot easier to burn down and weed on its own ain't that good & also means you can use less. So wait that means you smoke a WHOLE joint of just weed? Do you pass them around or have one each individually? But yeah nearly everyone uses them both together here I think. A couple of times I haven't, one of those times I had aaaaawful hallucinations too

Yeah I guess I used to go through phases of doing it at more times than others just because of who I was staying/hanging out with, but I just remember it would make me sleep waaay better when I was having more smokes of anything tbh. :

We're all hella close so it's not a big deal. But a friend of one of my friends borrows and then NEVER actually pays back but then he/others realized he's like that and never do it anymore

Lmao I think while drunk it's def often too tough to just sit and watch something but while high it's the best. If anything it might even help me concentrate more and notice eeeverything / make it that much better experience. And always a howl doing ANYTHING tho. Lol I guess calm/lazy IS me almost always tbf

Idek what's going on with you & your mom with that last post but lmaoooo. Are you not "being sensible" rn?