Ughh idk if I ever wrote about this but ages ago (like literally 6 months ago maybe) when I was staying with my ex/bf we had this super uncomfortable bed. It was like really uneven and it started to hurt my back after a while and for about 2 weeks I ignored it till I couldn't anymore because it was AWFUL every morning, so I started putting the duvet under me which sorted it out mostly but for almost every day since then it's never been 100% right... idk how to describe it really, doesn't hurt anymore but just feels off? Like you know when you've stayed in one position for too long and it's just uncomfortable? It's stopping me from sleeping properly lately though I keep waking up and can't get comfy enough again

Oh woww I didn't even know that was a thing What do you like... do with them after you catch them?? Crabs seem so scary Did y'all have to travel far away to a place for all that?

Yeah exactly what I'm thinking, a break is probably good for a while and London will be even better when I go back. Plus I kinda want the whole corona/social distancing to be gone completely by then I think I gotta just take my parents in small doses and it works okay

Yeah that's true, I'm always pretty lazy/unbothered about seeing friends tho so I liked being in hostels/shared houses because it forced me to and I ended up enjoying it and making little effort

I've been fishing with him like a couple of times when I was much younger but I didn't really like the fact I had to stay quiet And also catching the fish is really gross/cruel to me like I could NOT watch somebody doing it (he puts them back in the water after but stiiiiiill)

I bet they'll bring it back at some point in the future

Yeah it's so true, most of the guys my dad fishes with are like 60+ It seems a good vibe though, they all have soo much banter and they usually keep in touch all the time/call each other most nights. What is crabbing? Catching crabs?? I think I'll be going back around September time, definitely not before then though because I'm gonna spend summer here and try to get a little money before then too. I'm EXCITED already though

Yeah studios are really cute. I spent most nights there on my own because he was always either busy at work or out drinking and after experiencing it I don't think I'd stay alone it's tooo boring/lonely after a while. But a flat with a few friends would be fun I think

Ahh sounds great My friend's who I stayed at a bit in London had something a little similar at his place, he'd got a tv and really good surround sound (he works in a studio so probs why) although inside it looked like an absolute tip with stuff everywhere

Yeah tbh I feel like a lot of it is to do with when you start watching as well. Maybe because I've seen less BBUS/Survivor seasons than most people, I think they're actually pretty good in general/enjoy them

Well now my dad's is deeeefinitely fishing, he LOVES it He's got this lil business kinda thing related to it as well like making floats and selling them on ebay and stuff. Recently just had to help him set up a fb page for it too for more customers/promo My mom... literally I've got no idea I guess she kinda likes cooking and isn't too bad at it lol. I doooo enjoy baking and I need to do it more now I've got the chance before I go back to London, haven't made anything in a week or so now </3

Yeah I kinda think I'd always watch too just out of habit/for nostalgia reasons mostly, because the last few seasons of BBUK have been **** I know you don't have much to compare to, but it's probably the same for BBUS I'm guessing

Yeah definitely, I think the younger you get into something the better. You getting that $$$ now I kinda wish I'd had that but my parents aren't really the types who had hobbies/passions that much and I guess I'm similar Ahhh so random that the lottery has different rules

Lol rants are always entertaining Ohhh the renovation sounds nice though, y'all gonna appreciate that when you go over Is it like a studio/apartment place?

maybe meow meow

no, i'm just showing you the funny cat videos

I've felt a lot more careless since all that happened so maybe it's a good thing anyway

I agree soooo much, same with BBUK/XFUK like they definitely faded out over the years and it got worse and worse and I became unbothered about even watching them towards the end. My very first Idol days were in like 2003 though, they used to air the show here on tv like a week later and I'd keep my mom up till midnight watching it

Omg 10 is so young, no wonder you got it good Do you think you're better at it now or just sorta have more knowledge about strategies and that? Is 21 legal age as well as for drinking? & dya think you'd want to change jobs or you're cool with what you're doing right now?

Ahhhh I know what you mean How was it?

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