Exaaactly, there's too much fun to be had And tbh I did agree with you before that I preferred tipsy but now I def prefer being like between tipsy/drunk but it's hard to get it just right every time lol

Ahh it's good that you kept it up & eventually won Omg no NOT the casino again At least you matched it back with those winnings but ugh it's so annoying when you lose on those games for sure. Did you go up and down in blackjack or just losses then you stopped?? Lol tbf I'm actually surprised that you hadn't played in this long But yeah it's just way too easy for it to go badly esp if you play on a regular basis like you did at one time. Mess @ the 3rd site still ****ing up as well </3 It just seems sooo unlucky on there and not even worth trying anymore

Lol yeah I think I could easily get through a few bottles in a week tbf Yep def went overboard in hostels and treated it (almost) in the same way as home really because I was so comfortable around friends there/others in general and they're all super chilled places. But it's nice at home being a lil more careless still. Gahh well luckily I've never done it in public but in the bathroom a couple of times Ahhh @ dozing off, that's def me with weed sometimes when I'm super tired But yeah it's horrible feeling sick after drinking Have you ever gotten a hangover like while still drinking/before sleeping tho? Occasionally it happens to me with wine and it's trash

Yeah totally, like I enjoy drinking alone/or would do it at any time hanging out with anyone but weed is def more debatable & it's like SUCH a different experience with every diff person I smoke it with I get that tho & tbf I don't ever say no to weed either

I think so too & I'd probs end up drinking even more overall I'd get through it HELLA quick too but it does sound cool/appealing. Exactly that, sometimes it's super fun to socialise with friends/others and I kinda like having the option of doing that but it's also NICE to be alone, go online and chill out & listen to music etc. And I def go a bit more overboard at home/hostels rather than being out in a pub just because I can which is more fun too Like not here for passing out while out although it did happen once ages ago ahhh

Lol that makes sense, I think I'm kinda similar in that I'm more likely to keep drinking if others are cus it's fun although I don't stop on my own either Gotta get yourself more on that drunk than tipsy side

Ahh it's good the medicine/sleep helped you feel better Headache with a day of work would not have been fun Like it's bad enough while doing nothing. And I'm sure that win made the effort feel less bad too

Yeah definitely, like the more I'm around/talk with people who are smoking while in London the more I wanna do it whereas I guess while being home I've thought/cared about it less overall, mostly wanted to again when you've spoken about doing it with friends tbh And I don't blame you @ the craving alcohol

Aww that sucks </3 Headaches are so annoying bc they're hard to get rid of, usually only goes away for me after sleeping. Is that like some sort of tablet/medicine? Gahhh idk how you played poker feeling like that tho but at least you got a win out of it in the end, ANOTHER day of slaying

Ahhh That's the thing, I think that seeing all the alcohol would probs even make me/want to drink more often because it'd just be there whereas if there's nothing good then I don't bother But omg yes it'd be so cool & there are soooo many diff flavours I want to try. Like I've seen WATERMELON and stuff Lol a bit of music and just chilling out should be nice if you were in your own place, it's a different vibe home drinking compared to in a hostel and I really can't decide which I prefer I like both for different reasons I guess tho

Gahhh yeah I'm not really competitive about anything usually tbh But tbh I think that's true, like I'd rather just get a lil more drunk than you anyway. But maybe I could sway you

Yeah exactly, I always feel that way like when I haven't had either for a while and rn/lately I've been really thinking about/wanting to smoke some weed a lot so that would be good. Plus I was texting one of my ldn friends who smokes quite a bit about it the other day and it kinda got me in the mood too

Yessss definitely!!! I totally feel that way too... like I literally don't care about what anyone else thinks as long as I'm satisfied personally tbh. But feeling good within yourself is def important. And yeah things change for sure as you get older but it's all good you've still got a way to go till 30 yet

Yes but i recommend looking at them if you want to do them just incase because you gotta search for stuff.

sksks just wondering, have you gotten to level 100 or are you far away from it?

Yeah. i had a final with 4 people sksk because most fell off the platform on round 4...and i still lost

Lmao yeah I figured you wouldn't know at all tbf... not sure if this is a good example

And like tbf I've no idea how many shots that'd even be, maybe 10 or so but idk

And honestly... I do think I could outdrink you I mean I should be able to with the experience I have in comparison to you too And like... drinking might be the only thing I'm competitive in too ahhh

But still with everything going on rn, try not to bother too much Idk I find that things work out without even trying usually, like it'll just feel right at the time rather than trying to force it (in my experience even recently tbh)

Yeah it'd be SO much fun And like the idea/vibe of it just sounds so nice to me. Plus there's a bunch of different vodka flavours I want to try out. And YES @ if you finally get around to that home drinking!!! So underrated and gooood that you need to experience too