Lol yeah I mean there are very few times I'm not in the mood to get drunk tbf. And yep like tbh a BUNCH of my friends do smoke weed and I'm pretty sure I could smoke it with many people but I'd rather just drink some vodka overall. BUT like now I'd say weed just bc I drink a lot but haven't had weed in months so it really depends But I defffff get why you prefer weed. Yep totally, I mean I don't have to go out/do anything so I think I came home at the right time tbf but uGH all of this is just such a mess as well. I'm ready for it all to be over now

I gotcha totally & I've been through those phases too. I think it's a lot more obvious for you to see changes yourself though than anybody else, like literally nobody else will notice even though I know it's about how you feel than others lol.

So you have 9 weeks of challenges?

Also, did you get a battlebass?

it is! i hate the ball rounds because i'm stuck with a useless team -.- have you ever got to the final round?

Do you listen to the radio on it? some BOPS

Knowing fortnite next chapter might be delayed I still need to complete some challenges

Omg Jersey

I think I've become better at drinkin though... like before I would be totally ****ed by now (1 bottle of wine and 350ml vodka down within 12 hours~) like tbh I think that isn't bad I know you have ZERO clue of measurements though

I def think I can drink more tho than I used to. OOP if I could outdrink you

Ahhh I do get you though!!! Like it's just how you feel within yourself and it def feels good to exercise and stuff because I always feel that way too. I've been doing a bit of walking but also I should get back into jogging again tbf but ugh effort. But in seriousness I'm sure you DON'T need to even bother at all.

Hmmm let's hope so Mess @ just wine though, you REALLY need some other nice drinks. One of my online friends drinks a hella lot and he has like an alcohol/whiskey shelf and it's really made me want to get a bunch of diff vodka flavoured drinks and stuff lol. Like gahhhhh it'd be so cool. But yeah I'm not surprised you're feeling more tired lately too either

Btw I'm totally like double drunk today. Wine EARLY this morning and now VODKaaaaaaaaa

Lol I know what you mean. Tbh I'm kind of always in the mood to get drunk but don't even usually hang out in big groups bc I don't like it so much, so just usually closer friends. Yeah like I've even gone through phases of enjoying alcohol more AND weed more, but I think ultimately (especially lately) alcohol for sureeee. I just think you can feel more from it yknow? Yep probs gotten used to it by now, my parents HATE wearing masks tho and I think I would too tbh.

Lol yeah that's true, like I didn't even have this trouble with sleeping in London... I fell asleep really quickly just because I was busy/doing more I think. Now I think it's because I ain't doing much/don't have as much to think about etc. But sleeping as soon as you go to bed is greaaaat, such a vibe

Like think about anything and everything, idk why. It's so good that you don't though now and I'm sure I've been through phases too. Lol don't worry about it tho ur cute!!! Like literally who even cares if you don't work out?? I get it's a mental thing sometimes (it is a bit for me) but ultimately it's actually okay, you can always get to it any time in the future. And tbh no clue now, but def looking to be after new years as of now

That is true!!! Some stuff I'm even shocked is vegan and people never expect it. SUCH a slay though. GHH yeah I think you like cheese too? So you would DEF like vegan cheese in everything!!!

Well that's difficult when you are drunk like once every few months BUT why not tonight

Actually though it's kinda even late there right now. I didn't realise how early it was here

That's actually so true and idk if I've ever even thought of it in that way before. I guess I;m super paranoid about the EXACT 12am time and if I'm not awake/having a good time then I feel like the whole is gonna be **** or something lol, like it's stupid sure but I've just always believed it. Even while going out/being with friends I've always wanted to be a bit sober and that's so weird for me to say Gahhhh that's so true though I HATE new year's resolutions SO MUCH that I dont even bother with them anymore. And yeah cus of covid really, I just cba with anything in general where it ain't "normal" lol

That definitely makes sense. I don't even feel that stressed out though about things in general (and tbh never really have either) but I just... THINK a lot?

Tonight I am way more "but" than "tbh idk" tho

Yeah vegan ones are NICE as well as a bunch of other vegan things that you wouldn't even know were vegan. Does that make sense? lol. YEsssssssss!!! I think it's super similar to soy sauce which I have sometimes, but maybe a lil more spicy? And same tbh, I just don't like basic flavours mostly like READY SALTED ugh it's gross

Lol I'm down on almost a whole bottle of wine, yet somehow not even really paced thatmuch, maybe in 1 and a half hours? ish and I'm done already. Not sure how it works but it's not so bad BUT tbf the way you've never been drunk with me is.... NOT okay