Lol yeah it's so true though. Like I am worried about not remembering the night on NYE Any other night I don't even care tbh but a NEW YEAR is just so different, even if it's dumb to think that way yknow? And yeah tbh I think I will but we'll see because I'm so against everything right now, like I DO NOT even wanna leave the house anymore.

Omg YES I love just falling asleep naturally but I really have the habit to think or even overthink about things ahhh But getting so tired is great although sometimes I forget to turn the light off and I HATE waking up to that Lmaoooo you've still not done any sort of exercise? I've been doing a bit of walking lately but that's all tbh, BUT OMG I've been thinking about/wanting a treadmill so bad but there's not even a point cus I won't be here for suuuuch a long time probably. Would be GREAT tho if you did that

OMG I'm drunk now!!!!

Yep literally just been staying up for as long as possible and waiting until I'm tired enough that I can't stay awake anymore It's wayyyy better. And usually I'll sleep around 10pm-4am ish~ but clearly that's not the case tonight Lol that's understandable tbf, like getting back into a routine like that must be tiring when you haven't done it in so long

I know what you mean, I've never been a biiiig fan of Pringles although I like them more recently. Ohhh and the other day I even tried "vegan cheese" crisps They were good too, like regular cheese but a stronger flavour.

Lol this is Worcester sauce, people put it on grilled cheese and stuff

I can't really remember how it tastes bc it ain't veggie but the crisps are pretty good... sort of tangy/a little spicy? NICE tho

Yeah, I think it's because I've always thought like what if I go into the new year not remembering it But I think pacing it/not getting to the passing out point would be good. Hopefully things are picking up now tho Yeah that's true... I think I would just get annoyed @ having to wear a mask tbh (even for travelling somewhere) but regardless if it's still a thing within the next few months I'll just do it anyway because it's gonna get too boring otherwise

Ahh yeah it's a good distraction and I'd imagine time goes quickly while playing both of those. For me just the internet has been everything in stopping boredom cus there's always something to do/look at/watch or whatever and obviously drinking too

Yeah I've tried to understand like WHY I was having nightmares at one point a week+ ago almost every night And idk if it even correlates but I think I was noticing that like it was usually happening when I was trying to force myself to sleep... but since just falling asleep naturally it hasn't happened lately

Ohhh I've seen the pizza Pringles in American candy stores here. They look nice but yeah possibly underwhelming too... like not much flavour or something? Lmaoo they're like super popular/common flavours here There are some really interesting ones though which I like to try. There's also "Worcester sauce" flavour and that's literally the reason so many people are aware my (closest) city exists

I can imagine there'd be sooo much good energy/hype around then Weirdly I don't even think I've ever been properly drunk on NYE tho, might be something for this year Yeah exactly, like that's why I'm not even bothered about going into the city centres around here because it just won't be the same. And my friend spoke about like coming down here & hanging out for a few days but I was just like "uh masks... corona? " Like rn it just doesn't even seem like it'd be that fun tbh

No I think it just went into the attic/garage or something But def should have sold it back then for sure. Yeah it sounds pretty cool, idk why I never got into gaming properly because I think I would've enjoyed it (and it'd pass the time now lol).

Ahhh Yeah I've no clue, I think I wrote about NYC here like not long ago so maybe it was kinda in my mind. Dreams are so weird/random though and I seem to have one almost every night BUT at least they're less scary/creepy now

There's even "American hot" flavour which I tried (bc they're vegetarian) and ehhhh they were okay but margarita is SO much better. Like if you imagine literally cheese and tomato flavoured crisps together that's actually what it's like... such a slay

Yeah it does seems so fun but idk why I've never really celebrated it. I think it'd be really nice to just go to a pub/watch fireworks (irl tho not on tv screens) with all the atmosphere but yeah AC sounds like a GREAT place for it too. Lmaoo yeah NYC must be amazing but as you said it'd be difficult to get good viewing and all that probs. Might be similar in London too, like there's a ticketed event for the 'main' fireworks by the London Eye but I've heard that it's actually better to watch on tv etc. Yeah they could limit people but it'd have to all be planned out well I guess & a damn mess with masks and stuff Like idk if it'd even the same vibe tbh

One of my mom's friends gave it to me bc her son didn't use it anymore or something But it literally just sat in my room for ages dusty af and I never set it up or anything but I def should've because I think it could've been really fun </3

Oh btw tried these today

I'm sure they don't exist in America lol, but they're SOOO good and the combo of pizza/crisps works surprisingly well

Yep definitely true Like tbh I'm not even sure I would've come home/so soon because I was literally starting to apply for jobs and that as lockdown happened but it ain't as bad as I thought here really. Niceee @ your shows to watch as well

Omg last night I was SO drunk, like there are things I'm literally like "wait did that really happen or not?" Which reminds me that you were in my dream lol... the only thing I really remember was like you told me the name of this street you were going (that I think was in NYC) & I searched it and I was like "wtf why would you go there, it's like a road full of clothes markets" ahhh It was sooo random tho