aw you were gagging for something to say... charmed.

how is everything going? - don't ask me about my dissertation or i will kill myself-

are you watching survivor this year?

I'm sorry?

..LOL...you guys must lead ghost lives....maybe you don't really exist....sweet dreams mon ami

..yep..I like that..that you slip inside him..or maybe he's in you...that's a real writers process..like Ernest Hemingway..or John Steinback..I think he's going to unfold into an interesting character
...yep...I like that a lot

..I'm off to bed..I'll probably be awake at around 4am as usual..don't go disappearing again....until you go to NZ..your place is right here
,,,night night.

..I was probably watching a tsunami documentary at the time...I know with each wave something was going to burn.....**** knows what thoug...LOL..nightmare

..I think..he's you...an unfinished you..maybe I'm wrong..but it's.. hmm.. interesting you should want to write this when you are about to go travelling...a new world..an open book..I think he's you..
..maybe I think too much
..Oh, mine is cr*p... seriously...you see I get a thought and I write it down...but my thoughts are usually all over the place so it never stay in one place or can manage to carry the thought on..I'm a bloody nightmare..I have an erratic thought process...drives everyone crazy...but I'm not a writer or gifted like you...I just like to write down my thoughts sometimes..in case I forget them..and they're lost forever...I don't know whta the hell it was because I can never go back to what I was thinking when I wrote it....see...bloody nightmare

,,I would want to carry on reading that Ben..I can tell in the first few sentences if I am going to like the style of the auther..do you find that....if I don't like the style, it'll distract me from the story....do you know who he is yet....or does it just evolve as you write...does he have a name?
.....that's actually inspiring to see the beginning of a character...like being present at a birth Lol