Yeah I get that. I even feel like sometimes not that bothered about losing one time because it's like "oh well it's just one time" but then when you start to lose for the 2nd and 3rd it's different because you don't know when it's gonna stop and you could lose quite a bit real fast. It's gotta turn around again soon

Lmaoo you don't know what blackcurrant is? Idk if I've ever had the actual fruit itself but the flavour is alright. Squash slays tho, there's this strawberry & kiwi flavour that exists which is probably my fave. You might not like it though Do you like actual flavoured water or just not at all?

Ahh so unlucky! Losing 2nd is more frustrating than other eliminations, it makes you think ughh i should have done this.

Did you get captain america?

Oh... my god I just saw that John Brown beat Andy Jenkins? Ughhh that sucks </3

Having that said, I watched John play his first match against Stephen and he was even playing better at most points in the game so idk why his odds are so bad, he's actually an okay player.

I did win my bet tho but I had a really bad feeling about it before looking

I just had this weird dream where Ritchie was playing Chase RICE and Chase was like 4-2 up and I'd bet on Ritchie Sooo random

Yeah it's a little similar but without the coke flavour I guess lol. So like more... creamy/sweet or something. Vanilla coke is GOOD though, I probably even prefer it We've also got coke 'energy' drink and that's like my fave. I can't really even explain how the taste differs, but it does and it's nicer.

Do you not have squash? Or is it called something different there? Like these ones:

Omg noooo Got to be a glass, idk why but I don't really like using bottles that much, it feels colder/fresher out of a glass to me

Lmaoo your routine is so much better though, naps just make you feel ****ty and the whole day is messy. Yeah go get some sleep, hopefully you'll feel a lil better about it tomorrow

Noooo that sucks so bad </3 The thing is with these games is that it's always so easy to look back and think about what you should've done and how it could've gone differently, but in the moment it's all about what you feel and you just go with it. Like as you said, it could've gone even worse after that -$400 but continuing to play was the right decision there and at least you made up half of it Deffo tough knowing what to do & how to play it all the time though

Yep it makes sense that you're more pissed @ those losses than poker though because it's more random/luck based and also you've made more from poker over time. Probs a good idea to have a break for a bit though to feel refreshed. And even though any loss is ****ty regardless, it would've felt awful losing $400... so you minimized it a good amount there.

Ahh gotcha. Yeah it might be on somewhere on the sky tv channels but I doubt people even watch it that much on a regular basis

Oh yeah your lemonade isn't fizzy Cream soda is really good, imagine it as like vanilla ice-cream flavoured soda or something

Lmaoo was that squash you tried out though? I quite like those, tbh ANY addition to water is good because I find it pretty difficult to drink on its own unless it's got a lot of ice in it. Mint water is def gonna be my new thing now though

Yeah I was having ****ty sleeps but I feel like this is too much My usual is about 6-7 hours and that works well but lately I've just been laying down randomly and falling asleep. I really think it's from being lazy and doing nothing (like haven't really exercised properly for a week now) and it's making me more lazy

Oh damn nooo </3 Lol are you sure about that casino?

Ahhh so random just then I got a blackjack advert pop up at the side But yeah I can't even imagine winning more than 3, that even seems difficult but so easy to lose a bunch in a row. Where do you get the $37.50 from? Got kinda lost there Gahhh yeah that sounds ****ty, but I can see why it'd be so easy to just keep going. Like with that or even roulette or something I always think "okay just one more time surely can't lose again" but you definitely can

Yeah you'd get reaaally good returns for anything $20+, like even £5-10 is a pretty solid amount for a good win especially with some of the horses that are lesser favourites. I mean it might be on some sports channel maybe but idk about these races, I only ever see the big horse events on tv But yeah they're ALWAYS on in the betting shops lmaoo like literally constantly and they always have a crowd.

Omg there's also this peppermint cordial rn and it's a SLAY. Like you just add a bit to water and it's the best thing

Nope nothing worked </3 I had like x4 cocktail cans, x2 glasses of wine and then smoked after so probably a bad combination I feel like I've been sleeping sooo much lately, like I'm sure split up into 10 hours or something idk why ugh. Yep, Ritchie won't disappoint

Noo they're really uncommon here, like I've only seen them in a few places. But it's pretty cool that you can just go back for same priced refills. Yeah part-time is just ****ty all round tbh, like I'm so sure that if I'd been on that universal credit back then I would've gotten more/at least the same amount of money just without the work And also I cared a lot less about money then because I'd never had to pay for anything before

Yep that's a solid win still. I think the longest streak I've had has been 3, but plenty of longer ones while losing like probably closer to 8-10 But yeah doing $25 at a time could really win or lose you some quickly

Lmaoo yeah those horse races are intense. And tbh it's sooo hard to win on them anyway, like 1 in... 16(?) chances of winning but the only good thing about them is the odds are really good. Did he place much on it? Idk if there's even a channel where they get aired here but probs possible to find it online somewhere. Oh and when people bet on horses in the shops and they write down a bunch of numbers on a slip of paper it's the most confusing thing

A lot of diff ones, usually like ginger beer, cream soda, lemonade, 7up, coke/pepsi tho. I LIKE them all but tbh I've mixed coke/pepsi with alcohol too many times to enjoy them properly anymore

Took me the LONGEST time to decide on one